I Knew It

The night before I literally was crying and singing about suicide because my uncle killed himself almost a year ago. I'm not sure if that has anything to do with what happened today. But I think it was about 2 hours into my shift at work I started having this really bad feeling throughout my whole body. Like it wasn't a sick feeling it was just like... Shiat something tragic just happened. The bad energy would not go away at all and I was wondering to myself what is going on? I knew it had nothing to do with me because the lady it happened to, I walked past her and we smiled at each other and I didn't know it was specifically HER that it was going to happen to, but I felt something inside me when we made eye contact. I want to say about probably a half an hour went by, she got a phone call at work and it was in front of every one. She couldn't find words to speak and she fell to the ground balling her eyes out. I had no idea what was going on even though I knew what was going on if that makes sense? Her son had done the same thing my uncle did. And I knew how her son did it too. I literally had a small little thought of what it could have been and I was right. What does that mean? I don't understand why out of all people I would be feeling that or even knowing especially since I don't have an actual close relationship with the woman. I'm only 17 and this is all knew to me and I've just recently realized all of these feelings I have involving others and what will happen and all that. I'm not exactly sure how to feel or how to handle all of this.