Taken Over

Starsoclay yes I do clown around with Spiritualist.Lol

I had taken 3 courses with Sarah Tyler-Walters.
She Teaches at College of Psychic Studies, and at other locations. Her courses are:Inspirational and Automatic writing.
And a course in Trance.

purplelight0,
I agree with the others here. You definitely seem to be blessed with the natural ability to channel spirits. I believe with some practice, time and guidance you could really build on it. I would advise you to find a channel-er in your area with a lot of experience to help you refine your gift.
Now I have been told that sometimes my writing comes across as dark and scary, so I am warning you up front that I don't mean it to read that way. I want to caution you to please please please learn to protect yourself physically, mentally, and spiritually. If you are young or inexperienced in this realm of ability never ever experiment with out guidance, protection and someone else around for support. The danger lies in letting another soul or energy take you over or possess and control you. There is a danger anytime you open yourself up to channeling. There are other entities with ill intent that will take advantage of the opportunity to possess or influence someone that is not protected or shielded. Some channelers' use guides to warn them of danger to allow time to break the connection and shut down. I myself do not have the gift of channeling but have helped in warning, protecting and cleansing the after affects. I once had a horrible time with a poltergeist in a haunted home. It came in after a seance where a channel-er was trying to make contact to find out about the homes past residents. It was a mean strong nasty thing. It was throwing 3 to 5 lb objects around the house and slamming doors. Don't doubt what I am telling you. It was very intelligent. It did not harm anyone there just scared the heck out of them. We sent it packing eventually once we cornered it.

I agree with Pennies4U, I believe you have mediumship abilities and if you search out classes or meetups or Spiritualist churches, they can help you understand this, control it and develop it if you choose to!

Like you I am also an empath and was one even as a young child and recently learned why I was always afraid as a child due to having some "paranormal" experiences that frightened me.

After my Dad passed, I spent the next 3 years training with various Mediums that were spiritualists and also other religions and I was certified as a Medium last July during an extensive and grueling testing over a full weekend!

I am so happy I have done this and love communicating with my dear departed loved ones and helping others connect with their departed loved ones and helping spread the word about life after death. I would definitely encourage you to learn more to see if this is for you and if not to learn ways to help turn off this ability as needed.

I am very interested in automatic writing. Do you have any tips that helped you get started? I have done a lot of research on the internet and read a book, but I am curious if you were able to find something that worked specifically for you.

Why do you call yourself "not psychic", or are you just trying to say that you've never considered yourself psychic before?

You might wish to practice mediumship. Most Spiritualist churches have classes and the cost are reasonable.

The rule for communication with loved ones is their thoughts to our mind and emotions.

Www.fst.org (What is mediumship and channelling.