Over The Years

I'm 17, I've been having weird experiences for most my life, to say the least these past few years I've tried to block them out.

When I was young I used to see orbs and I would get scared and tell my dad and mom but they just assumed it was a me having a vivid imagination. There's one problem though; I never had an imaginary friend.

When I was 11, I had woken up and saw a girl at my bed and another time a week later a man on a horse at my bedroom door, both times I fainted after being unable to move.

I've had experiences where I saw a shadow move through a corner of my house and thought it was my mom so I followed it then realized there was nothing there.

As a little girl I was petrified of dolls, they used to move on their own in the bathroom and often when I put them downstairs I'd find them upstairs. When I was 5 I also had a music box which would turn on even though it needed to be spun.

I can also read people, like when they walk into the room I can immediately know if they're good or bad. I labeled it as anxiety but recently I've had a few times where I ignore dot and found out my first impression was right. I also can tell what can make people 'tick' judging by the feeling and sometimes can pick up their emotions.

If I make eye contact with people they tend to stare at me for a while especially if I get passionate and they're left speechless almost in a trance. I also have amber eyes so it could be that.

My friends have also told me I have a 'pull' that attracts them to me. And my aunt always accused me of flirting with people when I never talked to them saying I had "my ways".

I've also had times where my friends and I aren't talking and they'll ask if I said something when I know I didn't or I'll respond to something in response to something they never said.

I also have the worst luck ever since people tend to speak to me for one minute and then tell me their deepest secret or desire, for example I've had one doctor tell me she no longer wanted to be a Gynacologist just out of the blue at my appointment. And I had another doctor who was twice my age and well respected flirt with me. I've also had strangers (who later became my friends) tell me their entire life story because for some odd reason they trust me after only knowing me for a minute. I don't even want them to tell me these things!

I've also had dreams where I'll dream something that'll happen the next day or a few months later so I'm constantly struck by déjà-vu. I can also feel dread before something bad happens but I try to push it aside.

I feel more comfortable with animals then people, I find it's the only way I can think. Once I had a wolf outside my house and my mom pointed it out thinking it was a coyote and it made eye contact with me then turned around and walked into the woods behind our house.

Has anyone else had similar experiences?