If this doesn't pertain to this site, feel free to take it down because what I want is answers, not to share a story that I know is true. I quite well might be imagining things, I might have an over active imagination or I might be sick in the head. I'm willing to accept any explanation. But it started when I was 10/11 years old. I felt something watching me. I never knew what it was, I just knew it wasn't something human because I never saw it. Maybe the shadows that I sometimes see might be it but, again, it just may be my imagination. Mostly it occurred outside but even inside my home I felt something just staring. Sometimes it scares me but at others I can just ignore it. What is it? Is it a demon, is it a spirit? I feel afraid to ask. So far it may have been effecting my life because ever since then, my family has had really bad financial troubles. We've been homeless twice. We've had to live in the woods, in homeless shelters, in hotels. Is that unrelated?
My older sister has also felt it but she is known for making stuff up. In fact, it started when she came home from her dad's, so it may have started with her. Either she brought it with her, or she stirred my young mind to feel what she claimed to have felt.
From then, there have been times that it felt like it was gone but it has been appearing more and more recently. Right now, I don't feel any malicious or harmful intent but instead just eyes on me. Before, my neck would prick and I would get scared but recently it's easier to ignore.
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You seem to have had quite a rough life, in such a young and gentle age. Was there a period that was just as hard before the age of 10/11 that you started feeling watched? Did it happen during the time you were having those hard times or before?
Also, apart from feeling watched, is there anything else that you have experienced that you happened to not include in your story here?
It is true, that in this world a lot of entities co-exist with us, humans, and a lot of times the two get to "meet" and notice one another. Be it because the entities wish to harm or because a human challenged their luck, it happens for the two to mix together, allowing people to experience things beyond the average human brain. However you mention your sister and a rough childhood, so I would like to know more details, here or through email if you wish to keep it more personal. As a first step, I suggest you try praying or meditating, in order to help calm your soul. Even while you don't realize, during your day, you fill yourself with all these emotions, feelings, energies, that weigh you down and add to whatever you are going through at that moment. So giving your mind and soul a few moment to detox every day, will make a huge difference on the way you are handling your situation and life, in general. God, is one great Father and Guide for those who see, and I know He has helped me, and that's the only reason why I suggest Him, as a solution to your issue. I don't mean to impose any beliefs here (I am not religious, anyway, just giving you advice on what I know.
If you feel like you want to know or talk more, feel free to email me anytime. I am willing to help as much as I can.
Gabbie