It's Unexplainable

Ever since I can remember I've never been a normal child. On a daily basis the paranormal has always played a big roll in my life. I don't know if I'm psychic per say but I do have visions while I sleep and receive random information about stuff that's going to happen and I also receive information about dead people that I don't even know and I can sense when they are around, hear them and they make me sense what they are feeling. And also spirits visit me a lot and tell me there stories.

One time when I was 5 my aunt came down from Trinidad for a visit. Things weren't going well and we were having a lot of problems involving my aunt. One day me and my aunt and her boyfriend (who she was cheating on) went out together. I don't know how I knew, but I told my aunt that she was going to die and that she should repent for her sins and stop what she was doing before she did. Obviously hearing this from a little kid you think that they are just joking and that it's all complete nonsense. When my aunt did die it was a total mystery because nobody knew how she did, except for me of course.

I had repeating dreams of her death and I was seeing all of this through her minds eye so clearly. I didn't realize at the time, only being five and all that this was a message from her wanting me to tell her story to somebody. Spirits constantly visit me and it's not always spirits but demons which frightens me because the encounters are so bad that I freeze up and don't know what to do.

A little girl recently started visiting me, her name is Suzie, she is 13 years old. First she showed up in my dreams and then in real life it was really weird, I wasn't scared at all because when she is around or talking to me she is so sweet and comforting. She told me that she was raped and abused by a man before she was strangled to death, I can see the marks around her neck and I feel so bad for her.

Sometimes when I'm sick or depressed I'll hear her start to talk to me not out loud but I'll receive information in my head I can't explain it. I feel really sad though when she is around but at the same time a sense of comfort, she is just a little girl looking for someone to talk to and in away I like being that person.

Another thing that I have recently experienced was, right before I went to bed I heard a name going on inside my head which I recognized right off the bat as the man who had died in our house. I couldn't stop this name from repeating inside my head. All of a sudden I fell asleep and I don't even remember when I had dozed off. I had visions of how he had died all night, seeing all of this through his eyes very clearly and I dreamt about him for two weeks consistently. I really want to know if I have psychic abilities because the way things have been going and a lot of psychic tests that I have done on the internet I always get a high score.

Sorry for the length but I really want to know what is going on with me and if I possibly have the "gift" thanks for reading and please if there's anyone out there with advise please comment.

I have more stories that I will post further on.