It all had started since I was 2 I remember my mom telling me I was under the coffee table playing with my recently dead grandmother. In third grade I had a dream of a school being taken over and shooting and the next day the Virginia tech shooting happens in fourth grade I had a dream of my grandpa who recently died and I knew this was different then a dream cause it was that absolute feel good euphoria feeling.
I've studied the unexplained, paranormal, conspiracies, occult, spirituality since I was in third grade. Last summer I went to a psychic and she directly looks at me and tells me i'm a indigo child and a psychic but I don't know what my abilities are.
And Saturday I had a dream these dead people were lined up in a Gothic dark like church and I was telling them to get away she was a false hope the comfort they wanted to hang on to and she was a false prophet. And the guy at the front of the line said "Listen to him! He knows what he is talking about" then I woke up and lately I've been seeing stuff out of the corner and sometimes hearing stuff and I've felt this energy right behind me on my neck on my right side. And my room I don't know what it is my room it always feels like there is something in the corner of it it used to feel negative and scary when I was like in 7th grade but it doesn't feel scary or negative anymore.
And I wake up with scratches occasionally and it's not like my dog could do it she doesn't sleep in my room and I don't have fingernails long or sharp enough and I usually wear thick layers of clothing to bed.
And another thing I noticed is whenever I'm absolutely heartbroken it is always cloudy and rainy that day and I've always felt there was more to me I just don't know what.
Please help and I'm sorry if any of my punctuation sucks! And I'm new by the way and I'm 16 and my name is Austin.