A lot has happened in the last little while, and I am beginning to think I may not be all human, or I just have skills that are beyond others' power, and I think I know someone who may know that I am different. I have a teacher at school who is my theatre teacher and she just seems to act strange around me. Sometimes she acts like she likes me, and other times she doesn't. It seems as if she doesn't like to let me share my talents with others because everyone else gets to do what I am great at. She looks at me strange sometimes, like very wide eyed and kind of harsh. I notice that she doesn't do it to others, and her mood changes whenever I talk to her. I mention an idea, and get turned down though everyone else agrees. My classmates love me, but she is hesitant around me and so are others at times.
I managed to tell some people that I know (seminary) about things I can do. At first it started with De Ja Vu and everyone was the same until I told them about the hurricane, deaths, visions, etc. Everyone was shocked, sort of afraid of me. But it has to get out sometime or another.
My whole life, every time I vacuum, for some reason I always see a transparent person jumping out at me. It is mostly black and is a demon. It is always screeching and that is why I hate to vacuum. Every time just as it is about to touch me, it vanishes, as if it were never there. Am I being followed or is it just my imagination? I flinch at every movement when it happens. It seems like I am being hunted down constantly and I really want to know why that is. Can someone please tell me what is going on? Why are people strange around me and why do I see visions and things all the time? How do I know things will happen a long time before they do, or right before?
~River ❤