To those reading this-
So this is my story I've always known that I was different, I could see things other people couldn't see I had dreams where I would leave my body and travel to different places. Or I'd see things that haven't happened yet, or I'd feel pain that others felt. Other have told me I'm really strong. I've had others tell me I've got the strongest light coming from my heart. I had one person tell me they've seen only four other people with as many abilities as mine. She told me my light was the strongest she has seen. I can see people's energies. I can move things with my energy. I know a language I never heard. If I say them in a certain way the wind picks up. I want to learn more and study more become the person everyone says I can become. How do I practice without seeing things. I've seen people die. There have been a few dreams where I'm flying. I get a running start and suddenly jump up and I'm flying high over where I live. There was a time when I forsaw my own future. I had a dream of a big grey door popping open and someone calling for me. About a year or two after that I ended up in juvenile hall. That was the door, that I had in my dream. There are times where I feel like I am being watching. I try to create a safe world in my Astral projection journey, but the more I try to create it. It gets destroyed. There's been a few times when I'm holding my friends had and I pass through her memories I see certain ones. Now I feel like my gifts are blocked off. I'm now lost and confused. I see the outlines of those around me the energy of the earth.
No problem. I pop in and out of these boards as time permits. I am glad you are seeking answers. They are not always easy to come by. When seeking out some type of mentor, it is really, really important that they are a 'clean' psychic. Many times psychics have the intention of helping, but they are not always spiritually wise and can be influenced by the dark side and never realize it. I don't mean to scare you. Your instincts and intuition are important. Trust them.
Christ was given frankincense and myrrh and gold. No one ever asks why. These are powerful resins that have a high frequency. The dark side has a low frequency and the higher your frequncy is, the more difficult it makes it for them to get to you. Basic herbs are great for sausages and ceremonies but they do not have the horsepower to remove entities, especially in the long term. If you can, purchase these frankincense, myrrh, and dragon's blood resins and burn little pieces on a charcoal briquet. If you cannot afford them all, go for the dragon's blood.
Another way to raise your frequency is to put on a green light bulb at night. It sounds nutty, but the frequency of this light at night creates a barrier for the dark side. I guess Ghostbusters kind of knew something. LOL
Until you have more control, I would not actively try astral projection. Although you probably do it naturally when you sleep. You never know who you may bump into. A lot of negative entities disguise themselves as the good guys. Always pour down a rain of salt with every intelligence that you come across. If they stay after being salted, then that is a good thing.
I do believe many of us are in a 'spiritual warfare' and that might be what you are feeling. Use the crossing over prayer in my original message and see if that helps. It is simple, but effective.