I'm sensitive & intuitive and I lose myself on other people's feeling and problems. According to two psychics I am an empath and a 'indigo child'. I'm see the numbers 1:11,11:11, 3:33, 6:66 all the time, I think my guides are trying to communicate with me. I did some research online about being a empath and it all makes sense to me. I feel that the outside world is too overwhelming to me but I do enjoy having a moment to myself by reading, painting or taking a walk in the park (I love nature!). When I have to go outside to the city, I always wear my headphones to block the city noise because it bothers me. The sound of cars honking, a baby crying or a animal crying bothers me and makes me anxious and sad.
During the last week of tax season, my boss was yelling at his accountant and it affected me that I got so overwhelmed and decided that the only way for me to cope was through sugar and caffeine. Unfortunately, I have a addictive personality and I suffer from anxiety and IBS-D. Few weeks ago, I started getting pain on my left knee, it started hurting like hell out of the blue. So I asked my boyfriend if he is experiencing pain on his left knee and it turns out he banged his left knee this morning lol.
I was experiencing ascension symptoms at the time on my upper chakras and I felt that I was going crazy. Sometimes I experience the ringing of the ears. This morning I was at work and the light fused burned out and saw the number 11:11. Few months ago I did a psychometry exercise with a stranger for the first time and I turned out to be right after that I developed a fascination with the occult, reincarnation, divination and spiritualism. I don't like talking about this with family and friends because I'm afraid they might think I'm going crazy.
Am I developing psychic abilities or going mad?