The soul reason I joined this site is to find out why I am the way I am. Ever since I was about nine or ten I could tell when a fish would die; I don't know what it is but I can just tell by examining a fish in a tank considering my mom has kept aquariums ever since I can remember.
It's just a gut instinct as well as I get chills sent all the way up my body and feel like something is passing through me. My mom drags me off to fish (as in for pets) stores all the time with her and whenever I see just like fish I get tense and keep my mouth shut not opening it as the aura around me feels weird for some unknown reason.
I also remember when I was younger (9-10 I believe when this all started happening) I went fishing with my mother and father and I caught a fish, sadly enough the fish swallowed the metal hook and was flopping on the ground getting its insides torn up; my parents told me to look away as my dad was about to step on it to put the fish out of its misery, and well I looked away for a split second only to turn back around to see my dads boot quickly squashing the fish.
Odd enough as he brought down the boot and a small thud or some type of bones breaking in the fishes body was made after that I heard a faint scream come after the fish lay splattered.
I don't know, do fish scream? Most importantly do fish have souls and if so maybe I could be connected to that fish somehow. What do you guys think it is or what do you guys think I am? I'm only thirteen and I am in no way familiar with psychic abilities and gifts. Can you please help me?