For the past two years something has opened up around me that I can't seem to control and It has come to the point where I think I need help or some guidance.
I consider myself as a rather normal person, I'm open minded, very social, positive and happy.
I have a great sense of humor and that is what has helped me through this.
Two years ago I broke up with my partner for 10 years, since then everything around me is getting extremely weird. I have always been open but this is getting to the extremes.
Electric equipment seem to break down when I am stressed, which is a lot lately.
I share a workplace with 30 other people and I am banned around their computers because they tend to do weird things around me. Last case I remember was when I was talking to my friend and her mouse started moving by itself in the computer, clicking on random things and we just watched and laughed, but when I moved away from the computer it stopped and started again when I moved closer.
I switch lightbulbs at least once in a month and the electricity tends to go off very often.
My car (a nice one) breaks down a lot, my dvd player, tv, washing machine, dryer, computers - everything is just not working - and I work with computers!
The last time I slept in my studio the electricity in the whole house went off and the oven broke down, before that it was the fridge so the floor got ruined because of water damage.
On my keychain I have keys that just twisted like they were rubber when I was opening doors.
Recently I started having blackouts, before I get them the air gets really cold and I get goosebumps. In one case I was washing my hands and looked in the mirror, there is another mirror opposite that one so you can actually see the hallway when you are looking in the mirror. I saw a person standing there and I was alone in the house (my workplace), I just shaked it off, but when I walked back to my working area I blacked out, it was like I walked through some zone. After 3 hours I came back and looked at my computer and I had been talking to a friend of mine (who had just lost her mother) telling her about this guy sitting in front of me with some messages. And my phone was completely blank after this, I had to go and buy another sim card the day after.
The last time this happened was a few weeks ago, I don't remember it, but I sent a lot of messages to a friend of mine who knows about this weirdness of mine, apparently I was thrown up to the wall (which I have no recollection of) and woke up all in bruces.
After this I suddenly had a stalker, this weird guy who has been calling me since and sending me messages, I have never met him - I had to go to the police and report it, not fun. But the most disturbing thing is that he is not the only one, I seem to be a magnet for disturbed people.
It has come to the point where this has become visible to others, things are getting thrown around before our eyes in my workplace and to tell the truth I was extremely happy that I was not the only one seeing this.
I am ADHD, I can never sit still and I am easily distracted, that is not new, but I doubt that it has anything to do with this.
It is ok to laugh, but I am getting extremely paranoid and afraid, nothing surprises me anymore and I'm starting to isolate myself because of this. I was extremely social but now I am only in company of those who know about this and I get support from them.
If anyone can tell me what is going on and guide me through this, tell me what to do...
I would so much appreciate it