If you read some of my past stories, it's causing me a lot of unwanted anxiety. I'm not sure how to handle it. I can talk to animals, I see, feel, and hear spirits constantly. Now I'm a freshman in high school so its very over whelming with all these spirits and auras. I have anxiety in general and this isn't helping much lol. Once I just lost my temper had a anxiety and all these spirits came along and I just lost it. I actually got violent for once. Its becoming rather scary not just for me but for my family. There's really no mentor for me right now and I want to know how to handle these situation. Right now I can't even go tot the mall with my friends cause I know I'll get anxiety.
Sometimes at night its hard to sleep cause someone or something just wants to talk and its frustrating. And there's this one kid that knows more about me and what I see than I do. All he does is tease me about all the spirits I see and I'm like how the hell do you know this?! I'm not sure if he's the same as me or just a piece of fiction. But I do think he is real cause everyone else can see him. A lot of this still doesn't make sense to me yet. I just turned 15 in Sept and everything just seems to get stronger and stronger.
Also just the other day my grandmother that's still living told me to go under water which I did and I was under there for 10 minutes or more and I had a vision. I was in a lake not a pool. There was this lady in white, she was guarding something I couldn't see what it was though. Next thing I knew she was screaming in my face like I did something wrong! It was just creepy! Once I got up my grandmother asked if I saw anything and I said no. I just need some serious help right now.