I am new to this site and have enjoyed reading many of the stories and advice on here. I have had a few incidents in my life that I can't just shrug off and was hoping that someone can help clarify them for me or at least point me in a direction for looking for the answers.
The incidents or occurrences that really have me wondering are the ones that happen when I try to go to sleep at night. I have had a few in the past year and most recently early this morning, and they usually happen when I am asleep yet somewhat lucid. It starts with a loud whooshing noise in my ears... To the point that is all that I hear. If you could imagine having your car window open and driving fast and the wind noise that fills the car, then that is close to what I am hearing. With this noise, I cannot open my eyes, nor can I move my body at all. I am quite frozen in state and I cannot call out for help. This is usually when the fear grips me and in my head I call out to Archangel Michael for protection... He is my 'go to' for help. Twice now, when I have called out in my head for help, I am then able to slightly make a noise from my throat, more of a murmur and then suddenly I unfreeze and can open my eyes. With this happening again this morning I have been wondering if this is me being somewhat conscious of trying to astral project or is this spirit trying to come through to me?
I have also had lucid dreams where either a voice was talking in an unknown language to me in behind my right ear while I was laying on my back in bed and when I opened my eyes I could still feel the tingling sensation in my ear. Or there was a time (while sleeping) where I was sitting in bed within a vortex of swirling energy and I could not move or call out for help but when I am able to finally get free I open my eyes and my heart is racing and I am panting. I really am wondering why this happens when I go to sleep. I used to hear footsteps in the house late at night too, but it has been quiet for awhile now. I would very much like to be more receptive to my gifts opening but don't know how to work through my fear. I would appreciate any advice or thoughts on this. Thank you.
Since you like archangel Michael, perhaps this exercise will appeal to you:
Http://www.sacred-texts.com/bos/bos026.htm
Http://www.wicca-spirituality.com/lbrp.html
Http://www.kheper.net/topics/Hermeticism/LBR.htm
For me, it helped me keep concentrated and not afraid during my recent OBE.
If you can't move, try imagining you are standing in a different part of the room. Imagine your body there and transfer your consciousness to it. Imagine what the room would look like from that viewpoint. Then imagine that imaginary body doing that exercise or some prayer of your choice (concentration + protection + call on divine forces).
You might also want to keep a record of your attempts so you can look back and see what did and didn't work for you.
Love is the law, love under will.