My name is Jenna and I'm 13 years old. Before I say anything I would like to inform you that I do not take any medication that could potentially cause any of these symptoms and am 99.99% sure that I'm not insane:)
My best friend and I have known each other for nearly 6 years, and we've noticed that we are eerily similar. We both are very quiet and withdrawn; we do not like to be put on the spot. We like to observe instead of engage. We often have the same thoughts at the same time, and we also have dreams that relate to each other's in some way. For example we both had dreams that included the number 4. And it was not just a random happenstance. No, it seemed much more than that. It seemed as though 4 was the whole point of the dream; as though our brains were trying to tell us something through our unconscious minds. It seemed that 4 had some sort of extreme importance that needed to be recognized. Both my friend and I have been pondering over what this means, but we keep coming up empty. And that's not the extent of the weirdness that happens to me on a daily basis. Sometimes I feel as though someone (or something) is watching me. When I'm in a room alone or when I'm home alone I feel as though someone can see me and is watching.
Also I constantly feel like someone is calling my name. At school I hear my friends saying my name, or speaking quietly. I turn around to answer them only to realize that they hadn't said anything at all, even though I had heard their voices prudently. Other times I'll ask them if they'd said anything, because I was positive that they were just moments ago speaking, but they were not. I experience deja-vu nearly every day, and I constantly wonder why I feel like I've lived this moment before. Sometimes I can guess what people are about to say, and that's why very few things surprise me. Most times I know what people will say or how they'll react, and when someone tells me something, it's as if I already knew.
The last thing that strikes me as odd is that I feel as though I am destined for something greater than a normal life. When I was a little girl I asked my father what was my purpose on the Earth, what we are supposed to do. He looked at me like I was crazy and said that he didn't understand. That was the first time I realized that the thoughts that I think are not normal.
I wondered why I was different, but I got no answers, so over time I've just sort of accepted it. But then my best friend told me about this website and I read a few stories that are similar to my own, and I realized that I'm not alone. I'm very happy to find that there are others like me and am very excited to get to communicate with you. If anyone else experiences the same things that I do, I'd appreciate it very much if you'd help me shed a little light on this subject.
Thank you!:)
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