I really hope I am posting on the right Page, I'm still fuzzy from what the doctors say are "seizures" so if I'm not on the right page I apologize, but this last incident is why I am posting. (also my spelling is horrible and I apologize in advance)
I feel that both myself and my son are having psychic overload and I need help so that I can help him.
I'm pretty sure that I have psychic abilities. All the women, on both sides of my family have all had strange abilities or "incidents" with psychic phenomenon. I'm pretty sure that I am an Empath. I'm constantly being told I am anyway. And I am starting to believe this because my emotions are very out of control with sudden bursts of different types and going from one person to another they will change my emotions. I can help people feel relieved from pain and sadness as well. For a long time I thought I was just a good listener but remembering things from my childhood and particular incidents eventually made me realize them talking a lot was just another effect I had on people. I also believe my abilities go far beyond this however my empathy is the only ability that has been constant. I have had the occasional premonition (always something insignificant) I can occasionally tell someone's story by touching one of their objects, and I swear I can often tell what people are thinking and whether or not they are telling the truth or not. All these things tend to make me feel like I am crazy, and being mental illness is common in my family (especially mood related) I have been reluctant to even believe that these abilities are real, I've severely repressed my abilities out of fear that they were not abilities at all, and merely just a disorder. I have even developed epilepsy which just reinforced my thought that maybe my abilities are just a medical issue and all imaginary. However almost a gut feeling has always told me otherwise.
If these things are actually psychic phenomenon then my son has the same issues. And the issues he is having are severely impacting his life. He has been labeled with high functioning autism, however he doesn't have difficulties unless he is around a large amount of people or someone who is highly emotional. It's almost as if he amplifies the emotion of the person he is near. If that person is happy he is OVERLY happy/hyper, if someone is sad then he is so depressed he talks of life as if it's a burden. He's 11, and other than my divorce nothing traumatic has happened to him and his father and I are very close friends. I feel the lack of my psychic knowledge is what is inhibiting me from helping my son. My families elusive behavior when it comes to these things does not help. There is no psychic guidance. I have personally pushed what I am now believe to be abilities so far down that I feel it's what has caused my development of epilepsy (I will enter a trance like state only to come out of it feeling drained) The only reason they say its epilepsy is due to the tests they did but every time they've done one, I've had to fast and be sleep deprived. Isn't that what tribes people will do to put themselves in a trance like state? Other than the spikes in my brain I have no other typical symptoms of epilepsy. My symptoms are so sporadic that doctors think I'm making it up. I'm not crazy.
I can bring on these "epileptic" episodes when I try to concentrate on using an ability. When I try the tests on this website, like the esp one with the guessing the numbers, I got 4 right in a row and then, bam, trance like state to where I can no longer function. I'm stuck and I lose my "connection" It's as if I have a block or an overload and my brain shuts down. Is this what is happening to my son when he says he cannot control his emotions? Is this an overload or lack of knowledge in how to use or control our abilities?
Please We need help.
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I personally have felt for a long time that a whole class of what are considered "mental illness" are caused by repression or blockage of spiritual energy.
My mother was schizophrenic and my oldest sister died as 66 of Alzheimer's/dementia. My next oldest sister is suffering early Alzheimer's as well. Incidentally, we are of Scanadavian descent and there has been some genetic link to those diseases (although I personally don't feel one is doomed by genetics--we all make choices, even about this).
I remember seeing through Third Eye as a kid--these cloudlike forms moving out a "hole" at the center, then out and a new "cloud" forming. For me it means I have excess energy (even from sunshine), thoughts or emotions to vent. I also see orbs there.
Most people develop energetically from bottom (sacral) to top, but I think it is possible to have them all or most open at the top, and then blockages lower down can trap all that energy in the head.
For me the "not being heard" of throat energy was the first to be blocked. And for those with psychic or spiritual gift that are evident early, telling of those things and not being believed can cause a blockage there that has the same effect.
I think now that higher vibrational energy is becoming more frequent, these things often happen to children born like that--the so called Indigo children and a host of other terminology.
To me, though, mental health is so far from looking to this as a cause and and cure that those with it have to begin to treat themselves.
I have used certain amino acids that inhibit some of the brain activity while still repairing some of the damage that has been done from all the years of trapped energy. I spent four years in bed with barely enough energy to shower each day, but the aminos helped me at least get the symptoms under control.
But the real work, after getting the physical at least on an even keel, is still spiritual--working out each issue, each blockage as you understand it, and with whatever spiritual help you can muster.
I don't know if this will help with your son, but I do think you are right in your basic assumptions. And perhaps that will help you know how to help him. Teaching him meditation techniques at his age, that he can do quietly without others knowing, might help him repair himself.
There is known a kind of reverse kundalini for us "top down" people. For most, there is this opening of energy from the base of the spine up. For us, it is different. I personally don't think I will experience kundalini in the way others do. I think the blockages are, in themselves, the same as kundalini energy, and can stop at energetic blockages the same way. For us, it's just been going on a longer time.
Blessing to you and your son. Hopefully you will gain tools here and other places to help both of you use your spiritual energies in balanced and helping ways.
Isle - Lora