I have been studying Energy, Life Force, human energy system for 10 years, I haven't been able to train my mind and body into letting this energy flow.
I met a new friend, who, read my energy from 500 miles away, a 6 hour drive, I was amazed because she guessed my energy, guessed my destiny, it was over bearing and made me open up more about my abilities, I can manipulate energy, I can see, feel and be in peoples emotional stories, therefor, I learn from there words how it felt to be there in that history. A Vietnamese veteran could tell me his ordeal and I would see myself as him, sort of like quantum leap but with out the leap, I am sensitive with many things, but I am also strong enough to take this ability to the next level, restart my training to develop my ability much more, it will help me fulfill my dream. By also being an Empath it plays with hardship with HSP (psychological term, but not fact, yet) It is highly sensitive persons, all my senses are heightened, all my empathy takes it so much more, I am still amazing my mind and heart can store all the negative, positive, good and evil, I hate the evil, it makes me sad, the positive makes me happy, but when I am, and what this world is coming to, My Empathy, and Sympathy become more heightened too, It gets really hard sometime. Along with that, I have 2 personality disorders that make me afraid of new friends and dependent of them for a emotional and physical plain, pure supports, pure friends, pure trust worthy people who will be side me when I need it.
I am never going to stop or turn away from being an Empath. It makes me stronger and allows me to be with people in a psychic connection.
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An empath often feels overwhelmed by people, worldly events, thoughts, ideas, gut feelings, sorrow, the need to help others without gain, even up to the point of sacrificing one's own health.
An empath will often think of others before themselves.
One who is aware of the empathy and the abilities he/she possesses, will be very careful of it's usage, help for the right reasons and not just on anyone, then have to withdraw at times to regain strength, energy and other attributes.
There is a feeling of being gifted with a blessing and at the same time, tortured by a curse.
But you my friend, don't speak the language. The title has nothing to do with what you wrote and you don't have the motivation of an empath.
A used car salesman would say something like this I quoted you on...
"I can manipulate energy, I can see, feel and be in peoples emotional stories, therefor, I learn from there words how it felt to be there in that history."..."I would see myself as him"..."I am also strong enough to take this ability to the next level, restart my training to develop my ability much more, it will help me fulfill my dream."
I think you are actually receiving from your sources, by paying good attention to their troubles, a profitable amount of energy, and not really supporting nor assisting those in need. Your profit may just be an ego uplift. Hence " I can manipulate energy"..." I am still amazing my mind and heart can store all the negative, positive, good and evil"
I mean, you do speak a lil' too much about yourself as if you have Dragon Ball Z powers.
I will conclude with this:
You express yourself and make your true parasitic intentions very clear when you write things like...
"My Empathy, and Sympathy become more heightened too, It gets really hard sometime. Along with that, I have 2 personality disorders that make me afraid of new friends and dependent of them for a emotional and physical plain, pure supports, pure friends, pure trust worthy people who will be side me when I need it."
Yes, with other leeching scumbags around, it is hard to get a good source, is it not? So you must keep the ones you have.
And your energy sucking, vampiric nature, reveals your true character when you say this..."I am never going to stop or turn away from being an Empath. It makes me stronger and allows me to be with people in a psychic connection."
I Don't intent wrong doings. This can serve to others as an educating lesson on energy vampires and their ways and means of obtaining self gain from people like you and I.
They are wolves in sheep's clothing, clearly, they need you more than you need them, and without these emotional dosages from their sources, they begin to feel sad, sick, irritated then throw tantrums.
Be aware, be wise, be patient, observe, listen to yourselves and others, enjoy silence, make time, consider creating your "alone time", it is necessary. Spread love and happiness.
Take care!