Unexplained Childhood Memories

By Lunemi
(1 stories) (5 posts) (the author is a young adult)
Date: 2012-07-17
Country: Norway
Category: Misc

I can start by saying that I have always had the ability to feel other people's emotions, and thoughts. For many years I have used this ability to help others, but I have ignored myself in the process.

A psychic once told me that my third eye was unusually large, but it had a thick black circle surrounding it, making me unable to connect. As a child I had many strange experiences, and abilities, which I no longer possess.

Recently my attention has been drawn back to the spiritual side of life. And I hope that in time I will find myself and regain my childhood abilities.

In this process memories from when I was a child has resurfaced. I randomly came across this page, searching for information on the encounters I had as a child. I could not find anything that I felt was completely similar. And I am unable to get these memories out of my mind. I am hoping that someone here might be able to help me figure this out, or have any ideas what it means.

When I was about 4-5 years old I started having encounters with a group of entities. They would appear frequently and mostly during the day. They always walked or stood in a straight line, and I could hear a faint sound of some sort of music or chanting. The sound would always appear before they did, so I knew they were coming.

They had no facial expressions or distinguished futures, but it looked like they were wearing some sort of bright white robe. The entire being was made of white light, except from a yellow/white, sparkling bright orb on top of their heads. I remember always being scared. Not because I thought they were going to hurt me, but because I did not understand what this was. And I was the only one who could see them. Eventually the encounters became less frequent. When I was about 8-9 I never saw them again.

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Lunemi (1 stories) (5 posts)

12 years ago (2012-07-28)

Isle-Lora --

So basicly what you call soul group is what I call my spirit helpers/guides:)

I Like what you said about terminology being a concept, not a law.
I always find it hard to explain my spiritual beliefs to others. People attach their own meaning or the mainstream meaning to certain words, and often misinterpet what I say. Unless I meet people who share my own views, or similar views, I never really talk about it. I myself do not pay that much attention to certain words. I try to listen to what's being said in between to understand the message:)

❤

IslVoter (257 posts)

12 years ago (2012-07-27)

Lunemi--

Yes, by Soul Group I mean your Soul Family--consisting of your master guide, other guides, and those entities with whom you are sharing lives, working out your issues together, helping each other.

I don't exactly know who is in my group, but I can feel that certain individuals are--my mother, for instance.

This group that I experienced in this dream may have even been a higher group than that, in that they seemed to "approve" plans made by Soul Group. That is just based on feelings I had about the dream--things I felt I "knew" without knowing why.

There are others who are very careful about the specific words that are used to describe soul, oversoul, etc. For me it's confusing. They are concepts, not law, so I am less concerned with terminology than most, except as a way to communicate.

I identify with your feeling that you were doing the meditation "wrong"--it's the resistance I feel to the idea, because it defeats the purpose of connection. I've also found that I have to first vent physical energy before I can get to a state that is relaxed. So for me, a long walk/run and then meditation is what works for me. Problem is, I can't always do that and I don't like the feeling of being disconnected when I can't.

[Obviously, I have some unsolved issues here! 😉

Isle - Lora

Lunemi (1 stories) (5 posts)

12 years ago (2012-07-27)

Thank you DawnAnn and IsIVoter for taking the time to reply <3

IsIVoter: I felt the same way about meditation as you do a few years ago. I took some classes, and I tried many guided meditations. My problem was that I felt I was doing it wrong. It left me stressed and a bit scared, and so I completely stopped, and shut down my spiritual self.

Today I know that there is no right way or wrong way. We just have to find our own way. Everyone is different:)
I focus on my breathing until I feel that I am completely relaxed, shutting out noise and making my head quiet. I haven't been able to go as deep as I want to yet, but I know it takes time and practice:)
You mentioned soul-group. I have never heard about that. Do you mean parts of your soul or spiritual guides that are linked to you?

DawnAnn: You wondered what I think these beings are. Honestly I don't know, but they might be my spiritual guides. On the other hand maybe they aren't linked to my at all. Maybe I was just able to catch glimpses into another dimension as a child. But what I do believe is that no spiritual beings made of light are evil or have bad intentions. The fear and anxiety people often feel while seeing or experience something they can't explain, comes from inside themselfs.

I apologise if my english isn't "superb". Its not my first language:)

IslVoter (257 posts)

12 years ago (2012-07-19)

Lunemi--

I've had an experience in a dream with what I felt were my Soul Group--that looked like this. Mine were placed in the shape of a tilted oval.

I described this in another post, but long story short--they were announcing, I think, an addition to our soul group. In the middle of the oval was a child's slide and a little boy came sliding down like --Ta da!

I looked up the oval shape and, spiritually, is it associated with birth/rebirth, so that makes sense.

Many experience music or sound with entities, especially higher ones. The white robes and the golden "halo" also makes sense to me.

Being in a straight line also must mean something. It is a geometric shape. [Perhaps it meant --Keep going on the line you are on?] I don't totally understand geometric shapes and spirituality, but many others have described seeing different shapes--Sacred Geometry type ones. I think they represent different things.

If you feel they are important, you're probably right.

You are doing better with "meditating" than most of us. I don't really even like the word--it makes me feel boxed in somehow! I've just started doing a very simple one--counting backward from 100 with each breath. It makes me focus on the breath (not Third Eye or visual stuff, which gives me a headache).

Good luck in your journey.

Isle - Lora

DawnAnn (1 stories) (10 posts)

12 years ago (2012-07-19)

I have a hard time committing to meditation, and being the high-strung person that I am I have to make time for it everyday as if it were my medicine. OH, that's a good way of thinking about it. I got to take my medicine. I notice when I meditate on my own, not a guided one, that I have better results. Things come to me more fluidly. I often meditate on my thoughts at the time and then I eventually go blank. I then feel renewed afterward. I also notice when I get some good excercise, I am more prone to be open psychically. I am still learning like you, and probably will always be learning something new.

Interesting that I said aliens, but that was my impression at the time. I think if they want to see you they'll come and see you again. Otherwise, go outside and see if they will beam you up. Joking, I am silly. I am interested to find out what you think these white robed beings were or are now that you are older?

Lunemi (1 stories) (5 posts)

12 years ago (2012-07-19)

I have started meditating again. At the moment I am focusing on breathing, relaxation and letting go of fears.
Soon I will begin with chakra meditations.

I do want to see these beings again. It is hard to explain, but I feel they are important. I believe the reason to why I was never able to communicate with them as a child, is because I let my fear control me.

DawnAnn (1 stories) (10 posts)

12 years ago (2012-07-18)

Are you revisiting a past trauma or difficulty possibly? Try meditating often or listening to soothing meditation music. Oh yes, and there are chakra clearing meditations as well.
The white robed beings feel like aliens to me. Do you want to see these beings again? If so, why?
Wouldn't you want to learn more about your empathy? For myself, I would like to learn to sheild and ground myself effectively. Good Luck. ❤

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