Some Unanswered Questions

I am not sure this is a story more than a search for more answers. Like I have told in my other story my son and I both seem to posses some sort of psychic ability. I think I have finally come to terms with that. I know this stuff is happening to both of us. I just wonder how to control it or what type of psychics we are. We both have different strengths.

As for the haunting we have in our house. I feel as does he it is not human and we have lived here for over 5 years so chances are it's now attached to us. It seems to recognize that we can see it and plays on that. It does however seem to back away from my son, I mean to say it is more apprehensive to harass him as it does me. I only see shadows where as he has seen it in great detail. He has looked it in its eyes and was able to back it of with prayer.

We used to go to an Assembly of God church. For those of you who may not know that is a Pentecostal church. My son went to the school there until the second grade when we moved to where we live know. He was in Junior Bible Quiz and very active in the youth programs at the church. I was once told by an elder that he felt he was meant for great battle. At the time I thought this a strange comment now I wonder! I know how odd this sounds especially to those who are not religious but it is all true.

He has dreams that come true, not major events but just regular days. He sees colors around people, but only if he tries I now know that these are auras. He can talk to me without words but cannot read my mind.

A good example of this is just two weeks ago we were at our county's Jr high wrestling tournament, where he placed 3rd by the way (just had to brag). He was sitting two rows and several people away from me and I kept hearing him call for me, I looked at him and he was not looking at me so I just thought I was hearing things. Then I heard it like he was sitting next to me. My best friend who was watching me looked puzzled was now looking at me very puzzled. I said "do you hear someone calling for thiee mom that sounds like my son", she said she heard no one calling for their mom.

Later that night I asked him what he was thinking about when he was sitting there. He told me "I was thinking how glad I am that you are my mom, and how lucky I am you are always there for me no matter how inconvenient it is or how much time it takes to do something you are always there for me and some kids don't have that" WOW right! A parents dream and it really happened. I guess that's why I could hear him calling me because it was so emotional for him. Also when I'm really worried about him or thinking about him he thinks he heard me calling him.

I, on the other hand, seem to take in other people's emotions and feelings. I can't stand to be in an emotionally charged environment. I can't watch movies that are overly emotional or with evil nasty pointless killing. It's more then dislike for these types of films it's that I get a physical and emotional reaction from these types of films. If I sit next to a person too long I sometimes take in their personality, uncontrolled of course.

My husband thinks this is hilarious! He often makes fun of me and tries to get the person to notice that I'm doing it. I also see auras. I feel spirits and if I close my eyes, I can sometimes picture them. I pass houses in the car and can sometimes get a sense that there is something "paranormal" going on there. I can almost always tell if a person is honest or deceptive, I grew up with a Baptist background so this is all taboo for most Baptist, but recently my mom has confessed that this has been life long for me, she just thought it bad and needed to be hidden. I don't want my son to think he is cursed liked I have. God gives Gifts too. Right?

I only have one more thing to add, we once had a shared vision, a friend of ours was in trouble and we both wanted to "see" if they were OK so we joined hands and concentrated... A tingly hotness came from our hands and moved up my arm and into my head then I could close my eyes, I saw flashes of pictures that later made perfect sense after talking with our friend. My son said he felt similar but not to the intensity that I did.

I was wondering if any of you have any advise for me. Or answers. Sorry this is so long and thanks for reading!