I'm new so bear with me, sorry. So, it started when I was around 10 or so and I could see shadow people. Later, when I was 15 I would hear this loud ping, and then a ringing in my ears and not be able to move or read or anything. So reading aloud in class was horrible. Now, I'm 19 and when I hear the ping and ringing, I hear an angry man yelling at me. I've been able to understand him a little lately and I was told by my aunt, who is psychic, that he just wants help.
Now, since I drove past a graveyard, I have no clue if this has any relevance, I have been hearing more people and there is one in particular that has been bothering me more than the yelling man. I hear this little girl giggle and then while I was laying in bed I was shown her, jumping off a cliff. My grandma said that she just wants me to fly with her and that she's ok. But the part bugging me is that this new man is with this little girl. I'm shown him hurting her and that he killed her. Last night I was actually talking to him and he talked through me. I couldn't remember much of what was said though.
My boyfriend was laying by me in bed and asking if I was ok. I said "yes, why"? And then he asked who I was talking to. I told him the man and then I told him that I thought I felt the guy talking through me. So, I asked him and he said that I make these weird noises like I'm trying to talk but no real words come out. He said that I do that all the time, and I know it's when the guy is talking to me. I guess now, I just got to be aware when it was happening. When I was making noises though I could actually hear words.
The man's voice keeps me up at night because when I try to sleep he starts talking to me. I do also hear voices during the day though. I tell him to go away but he doesn't. It also feels like he's pushing me with the sound I hear. It's hard to explain. Sometimes when I hear the ping it feels like I'm being shoved by some big guy and so I'm kind of scared. My aunt and grandma told me not to be but when something pushes you, you get nervous. I talked to my grandma about that and she said that there is something wrong in my universe, I don't know what that means or what to do to fix that. So, I guess I'm looking for help on how to fix my universe if someone knows what that means. Also, maybe do what others have done who have experienced this same thing.