I don't know what's going on. I don't know if I'm crazy or what. I'm 14 and I have a problem. I sleep walk a crap ton and my eyes are wide open and I talk to things that aren't there and I talk to my family and I never remember it, but my whole family tells me I do. But there was one time when I was awake, and I know I was awake, and I couldn't move at all, I couldn't see cause my eyes wouldn't open I tried to scream but my lips wouldn't move and I could barely breathe and my chest felt funny.
And there were other times. I was in my basement arguing with my sister and I yelled "Shut up!" and the lights right then sparked off. There was another time when I was in my room and I turned over and by my great grandmas rocking chair I saw a quick image of a little girl with curly brown hair and eyes wide open as if she didn't have eyelids with a blue plaid dress was staring at me and she just disappeared.
And there was another time when I was in my mom's room and I was laying on my side and I felt something rubbing my back which I feel a lot when I'm trying to sleep. It gives me a scary feeling. But when I was in my mom's room I heard a snake like sound going "Ssssss". And once I was in her room alone and a shadow went over me. There was also a time when I was at my great grandma's house and I stopped breathing in my sleep for no reason and couldn't breathe until I woke up.
And last when I was real little I had told my mother about Jesus and God and stuff about my mom when she was a child that I wouldn't know cause I had never went to church and I wasn't born when my mom was a kid. I also do creepy Stuff a lot like say what people were thinking and do stuff that are weird, but I don't know if that's just a coincidence or what. I also get Sudden smells of people. It's weird.
I've been told I have a gift. I just don't know what it is. If anyone can help I'll be very grateful cause this has been driving me crazy and making me depressed.