When,i was younger, my mom said I could see dead people, all I remember is the nightmares. They were awful. I was scared of everything. They stopped after a while, but now they're coming back and I'm worried what that means. I don't believe in any of that nonsense but there's something deep down inside me that either, I don't want to remember, or I shouldn't. Something happened to make me not see anything anymore.
This is one of these "dreams" I've had:
I'm young again. I'm with people I've never met I'm the only child amongst this group. We see a man in black with a cowboy hat, even his face is black. He follows us, slowly getting faster. We start running, he just walks but he's catching, up with us. He catches one of us and eats him the person's blood looks bright on him he's that dark. He smiles but I knew that it wasn't a smile. We hide and he walks to a field where suddenly a row of doors appears some are nice, some are old, one is bad, as in I knew it was bad, it was a really bad dark red door with cracks on it and spikes everywhere around it. It's not right. I go up to him with the others. We line up in front of him, he looks at us all pacing back and forth. I ask him a question, (I can't remember what I asked) he smiles. He then kills the rest of the people with me. He gives me a silver bracelet then goes through a door. I look at all of the doors, the red one seems to almost call my name so I go through the door. I wake up.
I looked it up, I'm not the only one who has dreamed of him. Hundreds of not thousands of people have seen him. I know this isn't a site for dreams but dream is the only way I can rationally explain it. Is it possible that he gave me my gift back? I know every kid sees imaginary friends or things like that, but I know for a fact, I saw people who were dead. My "Dreams" are getting worse. I'm afraid for the first time in my life I've gone somewhere I shouldn't have.
You can never lose your gift, infact we all are psychics, some just are able from the start to communicate see and interact with spirits, for some its just practice that's needed and for some they don't want to believe in this stuff.
If you want to remember something, you can do some meditation and figure out what it is that is causing these nightmares, and I agree with the previous comment, its a scare tactic for many negative Entities/Spirits to mess around, don't be afraid of these low types of spirits, some do this to get energy off of you so do not get caught up in their bullying, just try to shut them out and not listen in on them if they talk to you, if you can see any flashy orbs or sparkly lights around then don't worry its just your guides/angel guides that is around you,
if you can't help but getting caught up in the chaos of these spirits that is messing with you, then you tell them to back off and you can ask your guide to block their energy so you can recouperate until you feel more stable, also if you got a nice hobby engage in it and try not to think too much of their prescence, because they will look for a way to keep scaring until they notice that you won't budge anymore, do not be afraid, you have your own protection and if you need some help with reinforcing that you can ask your guide/angel guide to enforce that protection.
I hope this will help you:)