So I'm new here, and I have a lot to talk about xD
But, I want to address something that's been bugging me: Spirit animals/guides.
First off, I love animals. I have a deep emotional bond with my cat (go ahead, laugh) and love wolves. I have even researched Native American totems for kicks before, and realized that my birth date matches with the Wolf Totem (February 19).
Anyway, even before I learned that, I'd been feeling really connected to this animal. Sometimes, I even felt/feel like I should be wild, or allowed to be free and able to lead myself instead of being trapped inside of normal, everyday life. Again, this sounds crazy (even writing this, I know people are going to question my sanity, just like I have), but it's how I feel sometimes. Like humans are annoying, ignorant, and only out for themselves. I need to be away from normal life a lot or the time, to collect myself. I often get fed up with people and need to seclude myself.
I've had many dreams about wolves before. I dream of walking among them and seeing them. The most prominent dream I had months ago was of a white wolf with vivid blue eyes showing up on my doorstep. The other was of me walking down a wooden staircase, being greeted by a pack of wolves who seemed to be trying to figure me out. I was totally calm in both dreams, but have yet to dream of any other ones again. This is driving me nuts!
All other strange thoughts aside, my real question is this: How do I contact my spirit animal/guide? I know that if I don't try this, I'm going to be bugged by this for a long time. Any tips? Thoughts? Any feedback is much appreciated!:)