I'm 17 years old, and for around the past 6 months, I have heard spirit voices and have had the feeling of something always watching me. Being able to hear spirits has caused me to become scared of my own house. If I am home alone at night, I turn all the lights on and have the volume on the tv up so I won't notice any voices. Today in school, I heard music again coming from nowhere. I was about to ask everyone if they had headphones in and had their music up to loud. But I looked around and no one had headphones in. This makes me feel like I'm a crazy person and makes me fear graduating and living in my own place by myself. But I have a year yet to prepare for that. I sleep with ear protecting headphones, like what some hunters wear, in order to get to sleep without hearing anything around me. But then I can feel when a spirit is around me.
I really have no idea what to do. I know that I should not be scared of the spirits who come to me but I'm the only person in my family or so I know of that can hear and feel spirit presences. Sometimes I see pictures of deceased people as if they were standing right before my eyes. At those times, I tend to look as if I'm starring off into space. My parents don't know any of this and they would probably take me to a psychologist and put me on meds. Other experiences that I have had is hearing tapping on my window screens before I go to sleep. I've also had recordings on my phone of spirits asking me for help and I have no idea how to help them. I just need some advise in what to do next.