Deju Vu, And Crying Hysterically To Hapiness

First off, I wanted to say hello to everyone and that I wanted to share a few of my experiences. Hopefully I can get some feedback from the professionals and members here.

My first occurrence about déjà vu, starts off as being quite normal for me. I have very usual instances where I will imagine certain people, certain thoughts, and issues tied in with futuristic events that I may have on my mind. At some point in the future I will see that person or experience what I was thinking. Whether I see it on the news, hear about it through someone or better yet experience it for myself it happens. Now, I don't know if I have psychic abilities but I feel if I can get some answers, I may in fact have some capabilities. This has been happening throughout my entire life, since I have been intuitive or perceptive to it. I have been paying attention more and more, because the feelings are strong! Another thing that really has bugged me a good duration of my life is that, I have always thought of the age "33" since about 17 years old. Which has kind of freaked me out. I am now 33 and am starting to really feel more and more up and down each day. I don't know if it has to do with the whole 2012 thing going into 2013, but it is quite odd and wondrous to me. I don't feel as if I am all there some days, because of my feelings. On a positive note, I am also a health nut at my younger age, and do not take any medications whatsoever.

My next scenario is listed below:

Last weekend on Saturday night, I came home from being out with friends and got home at 11:00pm. We did participate in some drinking activities and of course it is fun to see the boys every now and then! Later on around 12:30am, I was relaxed watching TV and thinking of bed, and then all of sudden I blanked out and boom I started crying hysterically for no reason! I felt something dark was trying to tell me something, I woke up my wife and consoled me and was quite concerned. I don't really know what happened, it was very fast and worrisome. But it gets nicer. About fifteen minutes later I felt almost as if something benevolent touched me, and after that I was floating and felt I had absolutely nothing to worry about. I have NEVER experienced anything like this before in my life. That was quite odd as you can imagine. I just wanted to see if anyone has thoughts or had experiences like these? I am hoping to get some answers because I want to accept who I am on a more educational level when it comes to these subjects!

Thanks!