I thought I would be more embarrassed by sharing my experiences, but after reading so many posts I'm a lot more comfortable. This is really hard for me to explain as I'm not sure how to put it in words for other's to understand. Here goes.
I think I've always felt some kind of connection to different kinds of energy. I've always felt strong intuitions. I have what I call "visions" short glimpses of the future (my future). I see dark shadows out of the corners of my eyes. I'll hear my deceased grandmother's voice randomly throughout the day. I've seen items just "fall" off furniture. I sometimes will feel presences. Overwhelming feelings to tell someone something that, to me, makes no sense. For example, I had this crazy rushing feeling to tell my co-worker that someone said hi. I say crazy because that's how he looked at me.
My dilemma, if that's what it is, is as I'm reading through posts I kind of feel as if my feelings and experiences could be confused with something else, just not sure what. My anxiety level on a scale of one to ten is at an eight. I've never had anxiety in my life, as a matter of fact, I used to be called a "social butterfly". Nothing has happened so severe in my life that I should have this much anxiety. I lost my Grandmother a year ago, and my Grandfather this past January (both I was extremely close to), and never really dealt with it. I'm not really sure what I'm feeling anymore. A lot of times my visions are really bad, like me and my son get into a horrible car accident, or a gas leak exploding my house. I'm not that kind of person to think that way as I'm by nature, an optimistic person.
Like I said before, I've read a lot of other posts, and I'm not even sure if I should be comparing this to any of them. I tried my best to explain some of my experiences. Any info or input would be greatly
Appreciated. I look forward to seeing more post as well as any replies. Thanks!
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The source of your anxiety is going to be pretty much a hypothesis because we know nothing of you or your life. However, there are some obvious culprits for both your anxiety and your negative visions of disaster.
We are beings that are more than our physical body. As an example, when I am in an altered state of consciousness (the hypnogogic state or during meditation), I can hear discarnate beings and even hear radio waves that I can later prove. So our "frequency" is varied not only by person but circumstance. When we are relaxed this frequency increases and we can pick up more subtle realm information. So with all this having been said (particularly the ability to pick up on radio waves), this is still happening on a subconscious level during wakeful moments. This world is full of negative ads (I can't count the amount of pharmaceutical ads on tv every day to fix some very bad thing we've supposedly got), the violence on tv and in movies is unprecedented, the viciousness of the internet and driving in traffic is far worse than it was, say, 30 years ago. In other words, just being on the planet is stressful and negative. It takes a highly conscious being to extract themselves from this. And if you're sensitive like you are, it's triple the work.
Not all your visions are coming from your brain pan or the future via psychic means. Some are just being intercepted by either other people's thoughts or random frequencies out on the etheric. It is sometimes helpful to just let them go and not attach your emotion to them. Acknowledge and then dismiss. Even if some are a precognition, you can't stop driving because of this vision. And if you see a vision of something happening to someone else, let them know you've had a feeling and just want them to pay extra careful around 'x' circumstance. You're karmic job is then done.
Part of these visions also imply that you fear a lack of control. The desire to control causes fear which in turn causes anxiety. Accidents and gas explosions are well out of our control. We think we are in control but truly seldom are we. The universe and even your higher self has mapped out your life. It's at this point that we can try and find peace by allowing that to happen and unfold as it should. If it's not meant to be it will not happen. If it is, there is nothing you can do about it. Just remember that you are eternal, crash or explosion regardless. See the bigger picture if you can.
Anne