Finding My Way Back

PathR,

Thank you for your feedback also. This is just so wonderful to talk to other people who understand and can help me feel grounded.

I wrote down the name of the book you recommended; it sounds like some good reading for me! Thank You!

Anne, Thank you for the wonderful feedback! I have never "really" lost my empathic abilities or being intuitive; those fell to the background as things I just did. These were not things I thought were special; they were just normal for me.

I do miss seeing my spirit guide and I miss seeing all the people I use to see. I want my sight back of seeing those who have passed on. I love helping those alive or in spirit.

I believe working on the reservation has helped bring my gifts back. I work with these children and see life so differently. I feel I learn as much from them as they do from me. They are all wonderful and have their story to tell. It is also helpful that I believe them when some talk about their gifts. I'm Caucasian and normally the Native American Culture here do not trust the "White Skins". But I have been working out there for two years now and it is like home.

So to be sure I answer your question, I mostly want my sight to see those who are no longer live in body form.

It's really nice to meet others who have gifts too. I do not have too many people I can talk to about this that would not think twice to call me crazy.

Mom2AllBoys AnneV is correct being a mom and
Running a house hold is a lot of work.
So find the time to pray or meditate is a good start.
Some people use Yoga combined with breathing techniques which clears the mind, body and emotions.
This can clear any blocks which actually makes
Us a clear channell.

Some in part is actually connecting with our spirit
Helpers.
Each of us works differently, some of this has
To do with our life path work.
And also has works with our own spiritual belief
System. This belief system works synergetically
With our guides.
Guides can be: Angels, Ancestors, a person whom
Lived at one time and is now dead.
An individual whom is from another country.
This could be a medicine person. A power animal
And this can be a combination depending on the work
We are here to do.

Some of the areas that affect us is managing our
Own energy. In part you have achieved a good one:
In that you distinguish you feels from those of
Others. Understanding the energy shifts that come
With growing. Learning a little about clearing and
Blancing or getting healing yourself will keep
You at your best.

There is a very good book I would recommend.
Opening to Channel:How to Connect with your Guide
By Sanaya Roman and Duane Packer.

If you wish to get a guided meditation.
Look at Astral dynamics. I believe they have a guided
Meditation. If not meditation can be visual, sound.

Good jouney

I don't know if it's so much a focusing (control) on one or more of your abilities but instead, spending more time allowing whatever to come through (non control) as in meditation or just simple quiet time. Our bodies are just filters for our thoughts, emotions and spirit. When the filter is busy with kids, work, commutes and inner chatter, the quiet and subtle energies cannot be perceived very well. When we get home from work, off the stressful roads, and put the kids to bed, we can then hopefully find time when even our thoughts are put aside and clear the filter for visions, messages and visitations. This is why they say the three B's (bed, bath and bus) are great for creativity, inspiration and subtle realm communications. Quiet time (meditation) also changes our brain patterns and opens up our receptivity channels. This is hard for any busy adult though so sometimes sleeping in is good for this too and in my opinion, the best time of all because you've rested through the night and you're already close to the hypnogogic state.

What is your goal? Better and more clear perception of spirits? Seeing the future? Reading auras? Teaching metaphysical topics? Or just overall sensitivity and psychic awareness? I'd try and pick what resonates the closest to what you want and work with that. Check out what you're eating, drinking and immersing your conscious mind in. Those things affect our vibrations as well. To experience more of other dimensions means we have to vibrate more finely ourselves. Being loving, caring, having good health and a quiet mind all result in us vibrating at a higher rate.

Your guide did not abandon you. At the age of 17 our energy is usually consumed with things that take us away from inner work and visions but instead, to the outer world where we try and find our place, mate and work.

On a side note, how neat you get to teach on a reservation. I'm part Cherokee and BlackFoot myself and always thought that would be a great thing to do but so far my life's calling has taken me elsewhere.

Thanks for sharing.
Anne