It all started two years ago. It was at night, I was in my living room, I was reading and when I looked up I saw a shadow on the wall. The first time I saw it; it was just a black silhouette. I kind of panicked but then I controlled myself and started thinking I was crazy. But at the same time I have always been a "spiritual" person. When I looked away the shadow disappeared.
The second time I saw something, it was on the same place. It was like the shadow of a black hand, it was kind of saying, "come to me"; it had an extended finger and it was like calling me. Again I looked away and it disappeared.
On the same week, I was walking down the hall (my house has two floors), I glanced at the stairs and for a second I saw like a white entity walking on the first floor of my house, this time I ran to my room and was frightened.
Form that day on I haven't really seen anything. I have tried meditating; opening my third eye, there was a time when I could see (I won\'t all it auras) like white orbs around people. But I always fall on the same pattern. I'm in and out of this psychic awaking, I try to open my third eye, fail, forget about it and then again try to open it. I don't know why but something always brings me back to psychic development. I would really like to see again, I know that I probably blocked my own eye but I have tried unblocking it. Even though I try not to be scared I still am. Like when I finish meditating I try not to look around my room. I regularly get a tingling sensation on my third eye area.
Others things that I have tried are gemstone therapy and reki. But something strange happens every time I pry, meditate or do something spiritually related. I feel a tingling sensation in my left upper back, sometimes it's really strong and I would like to know what it mean. If you have any Idea of what this means please tell me.
I would really appreciate if someone could help me to get into the right path, what could I do to stop falling into this patter? What can I do to reopen my third eye? How could I stop being afraid of seeing? What does the tingling sensation mean?
Thank you very much for reading this!
Sincerely your,
David.
I guess there's no need to point out the obvious and say the black figures and shadows are demons around you, probably feeding off negativity (fear like you said) . They block and seal you (and people they are interested in general) from progressing spiritually, praying, meditating, training etc.
Now you can't simply force your third eye open. It's like asking a horse to speak proper English, not going to happen. But if you know that you path and goal are set for you to go on the spiritual path then it will happen. I think your problem is not as much the seals stopping you but your own mental barriers. Maybe your subconscious stops you because you got scared when you saw those figures?
Opening your third eye is not something that's going to happen over night, it's a process that takes time. If anyone tells you they have a fully opened pineal gland, trust me they are lying and wouldn't know an awakened soul if it was in front of them. Spiritual growth is learning, and it never ends.
Like others have said here, no one can do your work for you, but we can guide you onto the Truth path if you are willing and serious about it.
If you'd like to know more or need help /training or just want to say hi feel free to email me at vicki.l1893 [at] gmail.com
God bless o;)