When I was a kid I used to be able to see ghosts, spirits and faeries. I used to be able to sense things like if something was wrong with a family member or someone close to me and I used to be able to make a protective layer over someone or even multiple people. I could receive energy and give it, I could also direct it to another person if they needed it. I only managed to do this one time and I would like to know how to do it again, Is I managed to pick up some of my step-mums past and who she was with at the time and why she was in pain. (She went to the theme park with one of her ex-boyfriends and his sister. They went on a ride and it strained all her neck and shoulders. I had no idea what was happening and I could feel my neck tighten and I knew that even though she was in pain, she felt safe with him.) I can sense if something is wrong or something good is going to happen, it's a really strong and normally I got a little scared or worried. My main ability is I can heal people if they are in pain and I can sooth it without even touching them. I just think and it happens.
My step-mum helped me get so far but she and my dad split up so I had to learn by myself. I did quite well until my mum found out. She ripped up my books and notes. Ever since then I stopped and blocked it all out of my head. I even stopped the feelings of danger and pain of my family which normally I couldn't drown out.
I started to feel empty and I couldn't sleep or focus. I want to get back into the swing of things but I'm worried about what other people might think. I now have a boyfriend and he just laughs whenever I mention it.
How can I improve again and how can I explain it to them? Also what's my ability called?
Any help is appreciated!
Best wishes Brown-Light