Last year my farther had to have a quadruple bypass operation on his heart. Leading up to this operation due to all the risks I wanted to try and help him somehow I felt like I needed too.
I had read a bit about auras before however I've never seen them myself. Although if I ever focused enough my self and pictured opening my 'eye' I'd often get a sense of colour usually blue or purple that I could feel spread throughout my body. Half the time I never know if I'm just imagining it myself or it's actually there but the day before the operation I tried to envision it again but this time I was overcome with gold/really bright colour which was confusing, but I just dismissed it and continued to imagine the gold light coating my farther.
When I've done this in the past with other family members after awhile it becomes particularly draining for some reason but this time I felt unaffected.
While waiting in the ICU about half way through the expected operation time an intense pain started in my chest it was so strong I instantly became dizzy I felt my heart rate spike and my face flush, my family asked what was wrong with me, so all was clearly visiable.
After awhile the pain still persisted and I felt a cutting pain down my left leg and then my left arm. The pain was so umistakable and intense.
Before the operation we were told they were taking the veins from my farthers left leg and right arm however then and there I knew they had taken it from his left arm.
When the pain became too much I decided to try and distract my self with a book which seemed to work. The more involved with the book I became the less I felt the pain. However just as I could barley feel the pain anymore I felt the most softest touch on my hand travel from my wrist to my knuckles. It felt like someone had brushed my hand but it felt lighter more like warm static if that makes sense.
No one was siting beside me but I still asked my mother if she had touched me which the answer was no.
This spooked me enough to stop reading and once again the pain to come back fully.
Eventually the pain receded but was replaced with a splintering headache and not long after the doctor came out to tell us that the operation was a success but was delayed by a few hours.
The gold aura colour only lasted roughly two days.
Does anyone have any idea what happened? Does my aura changing colour have anything to do with it? Was I feeling my father's pain? What is the purpose of it all?
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~ Lyro