Death And Lesson In Dreams

Around November 2010 I had a dream about an old friend of mine. It went on for a few nights. It showed me meeting him again. He was not a very good friend when I had first met him he came over to my house and we fought. On January 1, 2011 my dream came true I met him for the second time. I've now learned this was a warning and a fork in my road. I had two decisions. Forgive him and be his friend again. Or don't. Well against my better judgment I forgave him. A few nights after that about a year ago now I had a dream that I died on a motorcycle. And it showed almost 20 years worth of images of a girl that had a little boy. The little boy was not my child though. Many events led up to where I am now and it's plausible that my dream could come true. In my dream it showed that my friend breaks into my house or my girl friend cheats on me. I haven't gotten that far along to know exactly what happens. I've been having the feeling of Deja vu at various times every day since Christmas day. I have a very strong feeling and I guess I have accepted the knowledge that I have been shown ahead of time. I only wish that I hadn't it's not a good feeling believing that I'm going to die soon. If this dream comes true I was shown the heartache that my girlfriend and even her child goes Through. I wish I knew how I could change all of this from happening. It also showed my mother talking to the doctor that conducted the autopsy and said that I had brain cancer and that it was best that I died on my bike cause it was quick and painless compared to long and painful. I have had a strange headache for about 2 months now. I believe that everything happens for a reason but why would my girl be put into my life if this is my untimely death? I hate to know that I put her through this. The real sad part is that I could have saved her by not talking to her when she said she had a dream with me in it. But what if she's my savior. I don't know for sure I'm still alive. I have no clue when this accident is going to happen. But I know what road I shouldn't take only problem is, is that it's the road right infront of my job. I'm scared not of dying but what's going to happen to my loved ones.