I have had many spirit encounters and have been told future warnings. I stopped communication with spirit world because I was just a teen and the experiences got too scary. Now, I am forever haunted with memory and the things I have seen.
What made me turn my back on the spiritual world was bad experiences. I started with visions and spirits, then dreams to psychic knowledge of events and people. I was right all the time, down to detail like exact conversation that would be spoken. No one ever listened to me, never was taken serious. But I could get involved and try to change it, which usually worked for the most part. Others around me saw the spirits sometimes too. I just acted like it wasn't real or insignificant so they wouldn't get scared. That was ok, I could live with that.
But then, I started having nightmares of war often. Strange things started to happen like ghost bat in my room, waking up at 4am every night with blinds already drawn staring at a light for a full month. Dreams of aliens and being in a large empty house with no exit and infinite rooms. The spirits were constant, so many orbs at night they lit up the room.
Then the OBE. I had just laid on the bed when I get energy like lightening hit my chest and I'm paralyzed. I can't yell, I can open my eyes, but I don't. I feel three entities beside me. I am frightened. I notice I am leaving my body, two of these beings are taking me away, one staying with my body. There is a cord like gum that flows and stretches connecting me to my body, I'm afraid it will break. I'm being told to open my eyes by the beings. I refuse, then I notice my body is moving, I'm 25 ft away from it. There is an entity in my body moving it! This makes me very angry and I focus on my body moving differently. I slam back into my body, but still feel I'm not alone, I refuse to move or open my eyes, too scared to call for help in case I get someone else involved with this. I black out after only 3-5min. Woke up with no memory of dream, but was happy to be alive. I was still angry, and blamed my gift.
Can this be explained, it didn't feel evil, but was not nice either, like no emotion from these beings. They felt different. They glowed, I saw them with my eyes closed as a glow, even though I was in spirit form, my body glowed to and I could see the cord. But I knew if I opened my eyes I would see everything like real life. I was afraid of what these beings looked like, they wanted me to look at them.
What was that? - can anyone help? I can't get over it and its been 13 years. I felt I was fully awake - not sleep paralysis - though similar.
I don't have any gift anymore, sometimes I know psychic things, but very small and only involved with me.
My mother died a month ago now, I wish I knew if she was in peace as I fear she died in anger and worry about her... These scary things won't allow me to take the gift back. Please can anyone explain or share similar experiences. Thank you for reading.