Just have a question. I've been told by someone that I was a clairvoyant and have read somewhere that clairvoyant can see ghost and can communicate with them. I don't see them like really seeing them, but sometimes I get a glimpse of them or even feel them (although I think the feeling falls on clairsentient) or once hear someone call my name (falls on clairaudience). I've also read that clairvoyant was a sort of beacon of light for a spirit and can attract them even though you don't want too. I have a 50-50 feeling on improving my clairvoyance because I have a bad experience when I was a child. I see something with a red eye looking at me from a hole in the wall. Explanation for the hole: when I was a child I tend to poke on the hole on my side of the bed to see the cats on the roof. The end result from it was I got sick and got scared to anything with a red color and ghost. But I kind of like to receive a sign of the future through dream that's why I'm feeling 50-50.
Anyway back to my topic.
How can I know if the spirit was good or bad? I've got an experience yesterday and today. Yesterday morning when I woke up I saw a small black figure at the foot of my bed, but I don't think much about it and goes back to sleep. Earlier this morning (I think the same time as yesterday) I was awake and lying on my bed while re-thinking all the things that I've reviewed for the coming exam, don't know what happened but I came to think about asking God to help me accept those that I see or feel, then it feels like something invisible crumbles, and something/someone grabbed my right arm, but I feel something weird on the left side (kinda like a comforting feeling), then someone/thing blows an air on my right ear which gives me a creepy feeling and the reason why I finally able to make a sound and it all stops. It also happened to me a few months back, I felt something invisible crumbles then someone/thing invisible attacked me while I'm half conscious.
Could it be a bad spirit or the spirit was just trying to get my attention, I once recorded a man (sounds like a man) breathing heavily near my player (I forgot to copy it though before the player broke). There was a neighbor who committed a suicide in his house, could it be him wanting to say something (but it was almost 4 years since that happened), maybe someone or something else entirely. A bad one.
Someone says to me that a positive (good) spirit feels cool while the negative (bad) spirit feels warm. I don't feel it anymore after that incident, but I still feel the cold breeze near me so it must be a good spirit or it was my guardian angel. Although a few weeks after that my little brother (an autistic) got a bad dream about cats (we have two: a white cat which he likes and a black one which he hates) my mother was worried because when she wakes him up he suddenly points in the surroundings and say cat, was wondering if it was the small figure that I see and sometimes our dog suddenly looks under our sofa and seems like there was something there.
At j-torrez thanks will remember what you say about appearance... Although I don't think I'm ready to see them yet
At Becky666 how can I keep them away?
At Geo1990 that was what I was thinking... That the feeling of something invisible crumbles was my protection any idea how can I make it strong?