I need advice. I'm struggling with what I am, mainly because I don't know. Since I was tiny I had blurs of things that ended up happening and later realized some of it had been murders, stabbings things like that and once my mum locked me and my little sister in the car when she was arguing with my dad, he was hurting her and I somehow managed to open the locked car and interrupted. Things got worse since I did whatever I did to get out of the car. After that things started happening. When I got angry or got hurt just seemed like accidents but I felt the energy there. Also when I was around 13, I started getting really bad headaches and I went all, for lack of a better word, fuzzy, I felt so detached but so strong and they've been getting more frequent and stronger. I'm 17 now and they are still happening and it lasts every time. Also I read on here about elements having effects on people like us? Well when I'm in the sun I feel so strong and even appear healthier and glow and it magnifies everything I can do even as the *headaches* or whatever it is happens it just makes me feel better and I have started displaying other traits like doors closing when I want to other things moving and even animals obeying things I think in my head. I don't know what I'm classified as but I have been dealing with it on my own for my whole life and as I'm getting much stronger I'm getting scared because I can't control it and that's why I would really appreciate some help or advice. Please contact me on ryan19allen93@gmail.com
Thank you:)