I recently posted explaining my situation regarding being able to 'foretell' what's going to happen with awful feelings lasting up until the moment has passed.
It seems as though its becoming a daily thing now, some of it isn't even bad its just silly things. An example below
Getting ready for work on Friday 25th Feb. I go to grab my bag and think 'I need to take this ID badge' I'm staring at it and my minds telling me I have to take it, I need to take it today! I never usually wear it because I'm based indoors. So anyway I throw it into my bag and about 2 hours after being in work my manager tells me I have to goto an appointment with a resident and that I'll need my ID. I got one hell of a chill down my spine! It just seems as though its no longer just the scary and nasty things in life I seem to pick up on, its the pointless things too.
Its just these little things. I mean I seem to 'stare' at random objects before I leave home and wonder if I need them. Really stupid things I'd never need for work or to see a friend with, then that particular item pops up into conversation or for some crazy reason I'll need it. I can't understand why this is becoming so frequent now. Has anyone had anything similar? Please tell me I am not losing the plot here!
Completely different topic here, thought I'd squeeze it in. I've also been seeing shadows out of the corner of my eye. They only happen when I'm trying to sleep on my wall in front of me. It looks similar to a jokers hat, reminds me of a devil for some reason, but it frightens the hell out of me. Another is the image of a swan. Neither of these things have any meaning to me and wondering if anyone else has had anything similar?
I'm still having the feeling of a woman resident passing soon, not as strong as before but I just 'know' its coming, I can't shake the feeling. I actually feel bad by thinking it. Its not that I don't want to have these sort of...'premonitions'? But its just I wish they were more helpful in a way I guess.
Any thoughts or suggestions would be appreciated, thanks guys