All this really begun at a very young age. When people were talking of a family member they couldn't remember a name of, I'd know it. I'd just come out with their full names, never even heard or seen of them before. Since then its been little things, like de-ja vu in a way. I'll tell you some of my biggest stories anyway.
The first, on holiday last year, I kept having visions of ambulance lights for no apparent reason for days. Whilst in a bar I suddenly became very agitated and was desperate to know the time. I put it down to me being tired as I'd been up for hours. I eventually got the time, 3.20am. I told my boyfriend we had to leave, I made the excuse I was tired. At 3.25 we left the bar and headed back to our hotel. As we left the bar, ambulances and police rushed down the road past us. As we approached, a girl had been involved in a hit and run incident and died instantly. Her time of death in the news was 3.20am. I imagined her with brown hair and big brown eyes, her photo confirmed this. I didn't sleep that night and all I could think of was her being upset that she had left her friends behind? Two of her friends witnessed the accident. I'm still frightened at how I knew something was wrong and seen the ambulance lights previously. Not so much 'scared' frightened, more of a 'weird' frightened.
Another is from 2008 onwards, I became stupidly obsessed with my mother dying. I mean I even thought about funeral arrangements and how I'd deal with a death. I convinced myself on several occasions she had a disease that would kill her. In Summer 2009 my mother passed suddenly with heart disease and as awful as this seems, I appeared somewhat relieved. I knew it was going to happen, I absolutely knew it.
At my workplace there was an elderly woman, quite frail etc. I began to also become a little obsessed with her death too. I told myself it was silly, but I kept getting thoughts of her being found dead. Going into work one morning, I was told she was found unconscious in her room and taken to hospital, where she died. I am now having dreams about another lady crossing over and do feel like I am getting these thoughts again.
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