I was just getting used to my abilities but of course it got worse.
Lately I haven't be have the happiest dreams. And the worst part is that the have been coming true. One was that a beach was storming, waves crashing against the the sand, and lightening flashed across the sky. The next day it came true. Just as bad in my dream. And it wasn't suppose to happen. It was suppose to be warm and sunny. But instead it was cold and stormy. And another even scarier dream, was when I had a dream where I was somewhere I wasn't sure of. I met up with an old woman who was handicap and 3 children. They where all from 7-10 years old. They told me they were family and I trusted them because I felt like I knew them, like I have known them all my life.
Two of the kids both about 9 and 10 were talking a lot. While the youngest girl about 7 years old sat in the back and didn't say anything. But after the two kids stopped talking I heard the 7 year old bust out crying. She ran into another room crying, I followed her.
I asked her what was wrong and she told me everything. She spilled the beans when I mean anything. She told me she hated her life and wanted to die. And that she would go to any means to make it that say. She cried and I dried her tears. I told her to never think that way. I Hugged her and I felt like I was about to wake up. I told her I would miss her and Goodbye and that I would see her soon. Then I woke up. After about five seconds of realizing my dream. I looked at my hand. The one hand I wiped her tears with was still wet with her tears. I was suddenly overcome with all these random emotion. I started crying, and then I got mad and then, the emotions just faded.
And I have been having dreams about twisters, (which who have been happening a lot lately.) and about random deaths. (which again is happening a lot lately.) I'm starting to stay awake at night afraid that I will be the cause of an unintentional disaster. Does anyone know what is wrong with me?