Someone Wants My Attention

As a child I experienced many dreams of disaster including being trapped in a high-rise after a plane hit it. Were these dreams or were they premonitions of things to come? I don't know.

My story begins when my grandmother came to live close by. She was really interested in the occult. As far as I know, my grandmother never had a psychic experience but we were very connected to each other and I could sometimes hear her call me before she arrived at the house to visit.

I began to read the tarot in my teens. I became quite good at it and many of my reading were very accurate.I've been reading the tarot for over 30 years now.

Going through my twenties and early thirties I want through a period where people were passing to the other side. I would average at least 3 funerals a year. I lost high school friends, colleagues and their children and family members including my brother and my grandmother.

I started to have incidences where things would move on their own. It didn't scare me really I was kind of thought it was interesting. I've had dolls on shelves start to talk (the kind that had the push button on the hand), I've been sprayed by a sprinkler that was turned in the opposite direction. I worked on a ward with a mechanical lift that was used to put patients into their beds. This one lift would move it's arm up when I would walk by it. On one occasion the lift's arm went right through a shelf.

This has gone on for years and I have had witnesses for much of it. I have wondered if it is a spirit or is it telekinesis. I have tried to will things to happen but they just happen when they happen.

I had an incident just recently that a transistor radio woke me at 4 am. This radio was made in the 70's. When we checked the chamber where the batteries go it was empty.

I have asked out loud if who ever was doing these things would just find a way to tell me what they want. I have had no communication so far. I would like to know if others have had these experiences.