Hello, I'm 16 (male) and I've been having strange things happen for years now, but it really started to spike a couple years ago during a trip. On this trip something happened that made me the angriest I've ever been, and ever believe I will be. When it happened it felt like something inside me actually snapped, or broke through. But when this happened the people around me said my physical appearance changed, and that it scared them.
I could only hear them through what seemed like a filter all around me though. During this time I really wanted to kill some people, but somewhere in the back of my head I held on to the self restraint I had. Once I got up and left I could feel everything around me without looking at my surroundings, I could just "feel" everything. But everything also felt like it was moving.
Then I started to notice some voices, but it wasn't the voices of the people I was with when it happened. It was like I was in the middle of a crowd of people all talking at once, and all trying to get my attention. One voice would rise over the others for a while, then die down, then a different voice would rise so I could distinguish it, and so on.
All this only stopped once I was finally tired enough to fall asleep. Then it stopped the next day, but everyone was wary of me. I could remember hearing actual people mention sleep walking, or drugs. But I have never used drugs in such a manner as to get high.
After this event more things started to happen when I was emotionally stable. What I believe to be various spirits are being drawn to me. My parents also see faint glimpses of them, but I have the most experiences with these current ones. Usually there was this man, wearing a suit, about 5'11", black hair, no hat, would walk up and down our hallway and stop to look into my room. He occasionally looked into my parent's room.
My dad also found this, creature, crawling around the floor. One of them would try to separate us from each other by calling one of our names from rooms no one was in. My parents have both had previous paranormal experiences. When I was home alone one of the ghosts would move things across the counters.
My worst experience was with what I believed to be a demon, or maybe a pseudo-demon. It was at night and I was in my room, it was pitch black and I noticed something in the hallway again, so I believed it to be the man again. But once I looked up, instead of the radiating white glow of the man, there was, a humanoid-like thing, but it was darker than the surrounding darkness.
Ever since the first event mentioned I could "feel" the emotions of others and spirits radiating off of them.
This spirit felt hurt, enraged, lost, it was feeling immense passion as well, as if it was looking for something of great importance. It turned to look at me and when our eyes met everything around me disappeared, all that existed in that period of time was me, and him. It felt like I was paralyzed. But it was during this time and thereafter that I could see more into people and spirits.
After that time I could now gaze into people's pasts. I could relive their past in a split second to understand their feelings. And recall certain parts about their past to explore it.
I told one of my friends about this before, she was skeptical and told me to do this to one of her friend's I'd never met, without her friend knowing. So I took a glance at her face as I walked past her in school and told my friend about her. Everything was right on the nail.
Then after that I started having dreams, lengthy detailed dreams about the next day. I'd wake up and relive the entire day in deja vu. Detailed things like tests taken that day were exactly as they were in my dreams, but I could alter my answers because I knew what would happen if I followed the dream.
I've been sitting in a car before and literally saw what my friend was doing as if I was there. I lost vision of my current position and just flashed around my friend. I asked her about it that night and it was the same thing.
I've been able to guide people's actions with the knowledge I gained from their past and memories. But I'm afraid to continue doing it because when I see their past and memories its like I'm actually there, moving around to avoid interfering. Sort of like the movie "The Butterfly Effect" if you've ever seen it.
I tried doing some meditation, but every time I went to my "world" I always encountered a animal, which was friendly (I encountered the animal first) (and I don't want to reveal the type of animal). But I also encountered this humanoid creature, somewhat similar to the demon previously mentioned. The creature would attack us, the first time it attacked the animal would try to fight it, but I would have to help it. The next time I couldn't find the animal when the creature attacked, I was dying in the meditation, but the animal came and drove the creature away.
Do any of you have any ideas on what is going on?