Once when I was in my room, I had no light around me at all. It was about maybe ten to twelve and my room was pitch black. I was sitting in my bed listening to music and then all of a sudden I turned abruptly and saw a bit dark thing try to grab me. I immediately jumped up and turned on my light. I was about eleven,twelve, or younger. I still can't explain that at all, but it hasn't happened since.
I remember begging in the elementary school, sitting on the bus waiting to get off. I used to think about what I wanted to eat, practically taste in my mouth, and quietly say to myself that that's what I desired. A lot of times when I walked in the cafeteria that's what I had. I always thought of it as luck, and I still don't know if I should take to it as more.
Now, at fifteen, I'm extremely interested in paranormal things, and I don't feel right in the dark. Like last night I feel the air from my fan, and then I get chills and a rush of panic and fear. Then all of a sudden I feel a wave of relief and a cold feeling washes over me. Sometimes I feel like someone is watching me, and at times, I can't even sleep with my light off.
This has happened on more than one occassion...