To start off, I'm sixteen soon to be seventeen. From what I can remember and it all started when I was five. I had a dream that my dad had picked up a game for me and my brother for being good, I woke up thinking it was a funny dream and left the room laughing at it... But it happened, my dad had the exact same game and he said it was because we were good. Being five at the time I didn't think anything of it. Then my sixth birthday came around, my mom decided to celebrate by taking me and my brother to the wreck center.
It was my first time being there and I was excited! I met another new kid before we got inside the building I went to him and said "Hi josh, nice to meet you." he shrugged me off and went inside and I chased after him saying "whats wrong josh? Why are you mad at me?" and he asked me "how did you know my name?" I replied "you told me didn't you?" and he said "we've never met before so that can't be it" I just ignored it and asked him to play a game with me. It was a few years before I had another strange experience, I was twelve and my dad had just finished yelling at me for something I didn't do. I just sat down steaming over what happened.
My mom walked up to me and asked what was wrong I just looked at her and she jumped a bit; she told me to calm down because my eyes had turned into what she called "demonic eyes" but the way she described them, made them sound like cat like eyes. After I asked what she meant she said my eyes went back to normal. She asked if I wanted to talk about anything, I said no and went to bed but I couldn't exactly go to sleep. I started sensing things for the first time and it scared me half to death. Me not knowing what was going on asked my mom if I could get a light or something to help with the "night terrors" she agreed and a week later we got a "Good deal" a tv attached to a two light bulb lantern. I went to bed that night sensing things again but I wasn't as terrified since I had been getting use to it, I had a strange dream... One to this day I could never forget even if I wanted too.
In the dream me and some friends were robbing a bank and I had a sharpened pole on my back for some reason, when we got into the car and drove off the police had trapt us. But I started to lift my hands and the police and police cars were just floating in mid air; I slammed my hands together and crushed them... I one guy had survived but he had a broken leg, I made a pole float to inches above the guys head and then I drove it straight through him. I was laughing in the dream but I woke up in a sweat; it was around 5 am and I had the day off, I had nothing to so I decided to just stare at the lantern I zoned out, and the lantern started to shake like crazy, again I was terrified! Later that day I told my mom what happened, and she told me that she's not surprised.
She could move things as a child too, but she never practiced it. She told me her mom had special abilities too and her mom before her and father before her. I told my mom I was scared that if I lost control I might hurt someone, (at this point in time I was thinking about the dream which to this day I've never told her about) I tried to learn on my own but I can only move a psi wheel with ease other objects are hard. I know what I've said may sound made up but it's the truth and I need to know! Why do I have so many abilities but no control? Is there anyone who can help?!