Am I A Medium Or Just Crazy?

I too hate coming into a house with spirits. The best way to start gaining courage especially as a christian is feel this in your heart and lock it in your mind repeat out loud "I plead the blood of Jesus." This should help you gain confidence. I'm not sure about icy vains, but I do recall everytime I was about to do something bad I would know it because I had intense heat pulsing from one hand to my chest then to the other hand. So it may be just someone trying to break you

It's been different now, whenever I got upstairs (or if I'm just scared of going upstairs) but when I open my bedroom door I suddenly get this rush of air, like fear. I go in the pitch black dark room scared to see anything. I'm really scared of seeing something. I've been ignoring my abilities, and just recently went back to exploring them. But I know there's something in my room and my parents tell me the house isn't haunted. I have to leave the T.V on or feel something there. I really don't know if the spirits can hear me, because I've tried but I don't hear anything. But when I go into the bathroom or upstairs I feel bad energy. I was in my room and said " My guardian angel are you around" just a little whisper, and my dogs head pop up staring at my door, which scared me, it was a good 2 minutes my dog just watch the area. Any tips on improving hearing or seeing. OH! And also I will sometimes see a flash of purple by the side of my eye then disappear, is it just my eye? That happens more then hearing or seeing or feeling. But feeling something upstairs is 100%. One last thing I sometimes feel in my fingers a tingling feeling or sometimes a feeling of ice in my veins in my fingers, like ICE cold, then goes away.

I advise you meditate, I do alot. At my grams its heavily haunted by civle war spirits, they used to (ok still do) scare the liveing day lightout of me. With meditateing I began putting up walls, so unless I'm in a light careless state (ex about to fall asleep, extreamly relaxed) I don't hear or see them.

Best of luck, and I apologize for spelling errors

-Sky

I suggest learning more of this spirit. I Always see things at the corner of my eye and see figures as if I'm looking STRAIGHT at something invisible yet I can still see it. Anyway If it's a positive spirit communicate with it, become friends even. If it's Negative don't and If you can't take it politely ask it to leave... If you could talk to it in your mind It can understand you better. Over all think happy thought's and It acts as a pillow. When I was little I had night mares of spirits and heard things walking upstairs when I was 2 or 3. And I occasionally will hear voices calling my name... Voices of my Grand parents who passed away and even my Great grand father who died when I was only 1 I could still recognize his voice even though I have no memories of him. Try Meditating and you'll see small Green and blue flashes at the corner of your eye in time and maybe other colors but those two are good colors. Also definitely pray and embrace Christianity.

I have seen spirit in the corner of my eyes. One was a male spirit I named George. He followed me around for years.

that sounds very interesting 😕 I hope that you will find out something Its a gift from God (thats how I see it) The spirits are a beautiful part of the human, and you can see them, wow. Then you must be a beautiful person, since God has givin you this gift. Believe in your self, go out there and help people. There is a lot of famous psychics you can contact. Hope It will work out for you.