I recently have been told by numerous people on this site that meditating helps with like everything. So I have been trying to meditate when I get home from school, and every time I get into like this trance-like state and see like flashes of color, mostly blues, greens, and blacks. I have no idea what they might be, so if any one can help with that.
Also I get this strange feeling like I'm floating in water, its really weird to explain. But it's like I'm in a pool or a lake or something. I just feel like I'm floating there, but its not like floating in the air, it kind of has that bubbly feeling. But anyways I really like being outside lately. Which for me is really weird, because I like in Houston and it get either really hot or really cold. So I used to like never go outside, but now all I do pretty much is want to be outside, watching the water in the lake behind my house, reading, or just sitting there; but mostly watching the water. Now I spend pretty much for the time I get home from school, at 4, to well after its dark. The other day I was really upset, so I went for a walk down to the end of my street where there is a fountain in the lake. I sat there and watched the water come out the fountain, thinking for like an hour and a half. It made me feel really good, but something else. Watching the water come out the fountain, I feel like part of the water, like I wanted to be nearer (it that's ever a word) to it. It was getting dark so I started walking back to my house and went and set back in the back yard, it was about 8:45 (I have always liked the night better then day time). But leaving the fountain I felt almost like I was sad to leave. If anyone has anything about this comment please or e-mail me. Thanks so much!
YOur inner universe is contained in your body and you are Their Elohim. They being your bodies cells, who are alive and think they are independent like humans commonly think they are individuals and independent of the world.
To understand the outer you must understand the inner.
The colors = the charkas = the 7 or 8 realms of the universe. What color your aura is at the time is the plane you vibrate naturally towards (to know the answer to this answer one question: what is your favorite color). I am blue now (protection through words throat charka) but for a while I was purple (third eye charka)
Hope that helps, email me questions or research on the internet yourself. Its all at your fingerprints you just need to know which question to ask.