My Relatives Death Started My Journey To Be A Medium

Two Years ago my aunt died from breast cancer (almost to the day). She had been fighting the battle of ovarian cancer since she was twelve years old. She had died in the hospital. She had tubes running throughout here body which was a very different sight for me to see her in. When it was finally time for her to die, I witnessed it. She went into a seizure as all her vital organs began to shutdown. I saw her there dying in front of me as all these doctors rushed to her room. Everything was happening so fast I didn't know what do being that I was there waiting for my family to arrive.

One half an hour later I went walking around the hospital and just began balling, crying and looking for somewhere to go. I finally came back inside where two hospital employees found me and consoled me.

That night after all the commotion died down I arrived home and went into my basement. I just laid back on the couch to take everything in.

I let out an exhale breath and at that moment I felt a finger poke my face. As soon as I felt this I thought of my aunt. She had small hands, which is what I felt but I didn't need that reassurance - I knew it was her. Then after that I thought "I miss you" and suddenly I got an overwhelming feeling of love and then I suddenly fell asleep. The dream seemed very personal but as soon as I woke up it was hard to remember any of it.

The following week was the funeral and my brother had come to stay with me, he slept in the basement with me. One Morning I had woken up before him. I opened my eyes and the sun seemed to be shining brightly in my face (which was weird because I'm in the basement and the sun is usually blocked by the neighbors house). The light from the sun seemed to make me so happy. As I sat up I noticed it was my aunt standing in front of the window, Such a bright light shining behind her. She seemed so healthy, she had her hair back and she was happy. "Come with me Brandon, Let's go shopping" she said. I contemplated it and then told her "no" I had motioned it to her and I said it telepathically. She then seemed to have an understanding and she just left. As she was leaving I then woke up. Everything in the basement seemed the same as it was in my "dream" except she was gone.

I had been thinking of her a lot that week and had a lot of questions to be answered. Finally the night before her funeral I once again had a "dream". I kind of woke up in the dream and my aunt had seemed to be in clothing that would seem appropriate to a funeral (black and white). She didn't seem at all sad though. She seemed to have an understanding of many things and she explained everything to me, all the questions I had, she answered. It seemed as if we talked for two and a half hours. But then it was over and we both knew this would be the last time she would be visiting me. She was gone, and I was finally happy. I had accepted it.

The real question here is though how can I hone these abilities. I found a link here http://www.psychic-experiences.com/psychic-articles/brain-wave-states.php which states the last dream I had, my brain wave state was in delta which is the deepest form you can be in.

I want to develop these abilities such as my psychic sight, the medium-ship (like when she touched my face) and the dreams. Even lately I feel I have been seeing people in my house but they are outlines and different masses of energy