I am 14 and I knew that I could feel spirits and know things before anyone else in my family. But I am having trouble trying to come out to my family that I am psychic. I don't know how to come out of the psychic closet. I have some psychic books and my mom and my dad saw them. This is what I got from my mom, "You can be doing all this stuff. I think it is evil. You should not be in this stuff." The also feels ashamed when I go places and people start talking about the paranormal she says that he is into all this psychic and medium stuff. I feel like I am a disappointment I know that I have a purpose in life and I really don't care what other people say because I have help other people with my abilities. My dads response was " You are not psychic son, you have no psychic abilities what so ever, you don't ok you don't." I felt really bad but I knew there are people that are there for me. So I thank you for helping me and reading this because a lot of teens out there are probably going through the same thing.
Well when I pray I feel that there is a spirit watching me in my door way. I feel that the spirit is a man energy. And only comes around when pray. I feel the eyes on me and I feel protected in a blanket. I guess I am just not used to that kind of energy. I am used to lower energy that doesn't make there energy as strong as this one. I believe this is my spirit guide I think it is my gate keeper. He is very strong and I think he was from the roman and Greek times. When I try to connect to him I see him as having a white robe on. I feel that he has something to do with teaching and helping others. It is very odd but he is very powerful. Also I have been meditating and I felt a Native American energy too. I also feel like I was dancing and doing a ritual?
I also had this dream. It was a very interesting dream that I will not forget. I posted this dream on another web site and they said that this is wonderful. Here it is.
I was in my cafeteria and I was wearing a white robe. Not a collage white robe but a more ceremonial robe. I looked all around and there were kids wearing white robes to. But I did not know any of these kids. They were all different ethnic groups coming together as one. No one was talking in this dream either. They just sat and looked at the person that was about to speak. There was one of the teachers from my school and they said, " The Indigo aura has awakened." The lady who said this had a really deep voice. Her usual voice is very timid and light. This voice was powerful and loud. I looked and all the kids were getting up to go somewhere. I don't know if I had to go to. The teacher who said the indigo aura has awakened said to me, " Go get up and go" I looked surprised and I got up and then the whole group of kids and teenagers walked in to a light. The brightest light I have ever seen before. Thanks so much for reading.
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