Intuition, Energy Or Something Else?

For so long have had connections with people close to me. The usual thinking about that person, or getting ready to call a friend, a parent and they are calling me at the same time. Over the past few years something else has developed. I am not sure what to make of it. I know I am a sensitive person and can read situations well but used to think it was due to my life experiences. A few years ago while waiting for an appointment I noticed a photo of a person I used to date, in a magazine article. It had been a few years since we last spoke and honestly had not thought about him. After viewing the photo there was an overwhelming urge that came over me, that I needed to contact him. I kept pushing the idea of calling or sending a card away. The feeling that I got from viewing the photo was not a happy one, it was of urgency, unhappiness. I tried to ignore it, but everyday, there was a nagging powerful feeling about the photo and to contact him. It really annoyed me, was mad at myself for not being able to shake this feeling. This went on for about 5 months. It was spring, I just finished playing golf, got a phone call from a person that told me that the guy from the photo I knew had passed away. A heart attack, he was in his early 40's. I was shocked did not know what to think still don't.

For the past few months I wanted to work out more and went back to participate in a sport I really liked as a child. I really started to think about it a few weeks ago, the sport that is. I started thinking of a person from my past that I was really in love with, we parted years ago. He moved away not sure where. We both had enjoyed the same sport, here I was thinking again about someone from the past that I had not thought of for so long. I picked up the newspaper to read current events in the city for some reason my attention was taken across from this on the next page was a obituary/photo of my ex's mother. She had passed away during the week that I had the memories of this person and my sport.

I am not really sure what to think at this point. I have had this type of scenario play out more than just twice, many. I have spoken to my mother about this and she claims my grandmothers sister had the gift, more to do with connecting with the deceased. What I want to know is how can I channel this, whatever it is in a positive way? Is this going to develop into something else?