While I was on holiday I could feel someone else's emotions. I didn't feel myself telling you the truth. I had someone else's feelings. It was like they put this feeling inside of me it was like they wanted to kill themselves. It felt like someone had took over my body in a way because I couldn't remember parts of that day. I couldn't stop crying, I just wasn't myself, it just wasn't me. I can't remember much, just that I wanted to kill myself. It was like someone was inside me as well. I did stop it from happening. I kind of pushed this thing out of the way. I would never kill myself, I wouldn't never do such thing. I was feeling some one emotions feelings, should I say. I was trapped.
Then I decided to go bed then sleep. I had a dream of something happening with the socket and that I was going to get electricity in my hand. I woke up and the dream came true, the story repeated from a dream to real life. I went over to get my phone out of the plug thing and the double socket broke and I went flying back and got this massive shock in my hand. It was tingly and hurt. I can't remember what happened, did I touch the wrong part and afterwards just was in shock. I lost my memory just that day, what I did on that day it was just blank. 3 hours later when my dad came back to the hotel I said to him why did you try killing me. I told him something bad was going to happen, I just had a bad feeling about that double socket right at the beginning.
While I told him the story nanna started laughing I really didn't think it was funny. It wasn't funny. I am still upset about it really. Why did she laugh? I told my nanna to say SORRY but she just carried on laughing. I could of died what if it was worse than what happened. I always remember her laughing. It's evil in a way.
What do you think? Thanks for reading
XKatieX