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I Don't Know Who To Talk To

By gabe00ayg
(1 stories) (10 posts) (the author is a middle age adult)
Date: 2010-05-26
Country: United States
State: Tennessee
Category: Precognition / Premonition

I don't really know who to talk to anymore. My family members believed me at one point, but after I told them about it the one time... They all just seemed to forget about it. I've told my husband, but he has NEVER believed in the paranormal. Please help.

It first started when my grandfather went in for his heart surgery in 1997. He had surgery, came home and ended up going back to the hospital due to complications. I visited him in ICU, and even though everyone said he couldn't hear me. He seemed to smile at me when I talked to him.

That night I spent the night with my grandmother. I kept telling everyone I was uneasy about my grandfathers situation. Then, I had a dream. I dreamt that I was at his funeral. I saw everything that he was wearing, I saw what my family and I were wearing. Everything down the last detail. Then, it all disappeared and I was standing with just my grandfather, face to face. There was nothing around us but white. My grandfather was now changed into a robe of some sort... He came up to me and said, "Anna, you know I will always love you and watch over you. But, it is time for me to go. Please do not be sad." He turned from me and vanished.

I woke up yelling, waking my grandmother up. We went to the hospital that day and I couldn't stop crying. My grandfather was alive for now but I just couldn't stop crying! I told my mom that something was going to happen tonight. Something was going to go wrong! She listened to me and happened to stay the night with my grandfather. We (my grandmother and I) received a call at 1 am, it was my mom. Something indeed had gone wrong and my grandfather had passed away.

Turns out, a nurse that no one has even heard of before had come in to give my grandfather a second dose of a medication that he had already had. They overdosed him. He went into cardiac arrest and past away. We never did find out who that nurse was. When I went to see him still laying in his hospital bed he had what appeared to be a circle of light around his head. I have never seen anything like it, but when I pointed it out, no one else saw it. (What does that mean?)

Anyway, I dreamt it and it happened. Since then, I can feel certain things around me on occasion. Or smell things that others won't smell. I could ALWAYS tell what someone was feeling without them saying anything... Even through internet or text. I can occasionally know what people are thinking. And one other thing started a few years ago. For some reason I can look at someone, close my eyes and feel like I am that person. Does that even make sense? Suddenly, I will feel like I am in that other persons body... I don't know, I can't tell people about some of these things because they think I am crazy. And, I can only be that person for a few seconds, but what does that mean too?

I just want to know if I have something or if I'm crazy, and what I can do to enhance it. Because I feel like I should be embracing it, but everyone around me has caused me to hold back...

Please Help!

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ZiShu (129 posts)

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14 years ago (2010-11-06)

Hey there, send me a email, I believe you, and can help you explain and improve these abilities of yours. You seem very gifted in certain ways.

skyviking (1 stories) (19 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-29)

I think you are an empath. You are feeling other people's feelings and can see like them for awhile. I do this too and it scares me sometimes because there are bad things that others think and bad energy.

I recently made a friend on the internet and could tell he was an addict and saw some bad stuff. I helped him get through some stuff. When I looked at his picture I was extremely sad and wanted to help him.

Just remember you aren't alone in that sensitivity to others. I feel for you because I know what happens to me. I have no one to talk to about how I can hear people's thoughts and see things.

Feel free to send me a personal message on here. And please previous posting please be nice in the future we are here to be helpful to each other. We are isolated enough.

I have also had visions of people dying. It is such a scary experience. I feel so isolated and closed sometimes from the world. Sometimes my thoughts can't stop all the chaos of others around me. Then I become a hermit for awhile.

MirrorsO (1 stories) (150 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-26)

Nearly all exercises to meet guides involve some meditation. There's a really good book "Spirit Allies by Christopher Penczak" that can help you get in touch with all kinds of spirits ranging from angels, Ascended Masters, Deities of all sorts... It's endless. Also, sometimes you could meet guides by just going into a deep state of relaxation and visualizing a perfect meeting place and opening yet shielding yourself to speak to your guide by going to your visualized meeting place with pure intent of meeting your guide. As for oracles, the meaning of those are subjective to how we symbolize them, books about them is a good start but later on you will feel brave enough to personize the meanings. 😊

As for flowers talking? LOL. Nature all around us is constantly communicating its just that most of us can't hear the flowers, trees, animals ecetera speaking in their special way.

gabe00ayg (1 stories) (10 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-26)

Thank you again from all of you for the help.
How does one go about talking to a guide or angel? Do you just think about it? Or is it something that one would have to meditate for?
Ugh...I have no idea what I am doing! I just got a book from the library actually that speaks about Oracles. You know, signs that are all around you? I started reading it and couldn't help but chuckle at some of the things that this lady was saying! I felt bad, but on the other hand... She was saying that a flower spoke to her! Can that happen?
I have had signs before... But nothing like that. It's more of... I will be thinking about something. Whether I should do one thing or another... Or something just might be waying on my mind and next thing I know I will over hear another conversation which will somehow answer my question or my worries. Could that be an Oracle? Or could that be something from a guide/angel? All this stuff is just very confusing.
There are so many things out there about this stuff... How do you know what to believe and follow? I def. Like my gifts and want to cherish them... But all I know right now is to meditate. Is that the underlining factor to everything? Even to talk to my guides/angels?

Thanks for your help,
Gabe

darkqueen96 (1 stories) (5 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-25)

Gabe from what you are saying I'm getting the feeling that your an empath.Empath's can feel the emotions of others. And you seem to be a very powerful one at that. To feel the emotons of another person through a computer is truly amazing. You may also be telepathic because you can hear the thoughts of others. Gabe do not hate your gifts or be scared of them what happened with your grandfather was meant to be just like many things in this world. If you work with your gifts like I have with mine you may be able to control them, not completly but maybe get a better understanding of who you are. More importantly don't listen to what others say if they are saying negitive things about your gifts. Only believe what you think is right because in the end that's what matters most. I hope that I have helped you better understand yourself and the best of luck in your future. ~M

Kahlyn (4 stories) (311 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-24)

Gabe

The reason I Perfer guides over Guardian Angels is that not all my guides are angels. I have somee from the animal Kingdom and mysthical logical creatures. Calling them guides is more accurate. As Aranyr stated it is matter of perference.

Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-22)

Hi gabe

Please, stop apologizing! I' m no expert - we're all learning about these things together; sharing the things we know, and asking questions about the things we don't. ^^

So, are guides angels? I think that depends on whom you ask. Some people prefer to refer to their guides as guardian angels. Others think there is a distinction to be made between angels and spirit guides. I don't have an opinion on that. I asked mine one night whether they preferred to be addressed as "angels" or "guides". As I said, I haven't heard from my guides verbally since I was a teenager, but lately I've been hearing a strange ringing in my ear when I try to contact my guides. I asked "are you my spirit guide?" and the ringing became louder. Then I said "increase the sound of the ringing for 'yes' - " and have been asking questions this way when I hear the ringing. Sometimes it's my guides, and other times another entity, I guess, because the ringing doesn't increase when I ask whether or not it's my guide, but does when I ask "is it someone else trying to contact me?"

I asked one night: "Do you prefer to be addressed as angels?" No change, "Or guides?" Ringing increased. So that's why personally I refer to mine as guides. And I would just try talking to them - that's what I do. I just think the question.

My mum has a parking angel too lol, she always finds a park no matter what! ^-^ And similar things happen between my sister and I to you and your husband. We're very close, and sometimes we mess around and pay each other out (do you use that expression? In Australia it means to make fun of someone). Every time one of us makes fun of the other, something seems to happen to that one, and then both of us yell "karma!" and laugh. What goes around, comes around - it's so true!

Blessed be
Adaryn7

Kahlyn (4 stories) (311 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-21)

Gabe

You have my sincerest apologies and I will not interfere with the posting.

1st of all your not dumb Gabe.

I went through the same time. When my grandmother I dreamt I went to visit her and my grandfather. As well as with my family friend. I could no longer do that and I know they are happy in the spirit world.

I felt my grandmother passing and spoke to an Angel that guide her to spirit world.

gabe00ayg (1 stories) (10 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-21)

Adaryn7~
Wow... Things like that happen to me too! I am a total believer in signs and things happening for a reason. There are too many things that have happened to me, for me not to be a believer! I just wish I knew who I was talking to. Are guides angels? Or what is it exactly... And do I just "talk" to them? I know this sounds weird... But I think I have a "parking angel" too. It's really simple and stupid, but anytime that I know I am going to be somewhere I get a front parking space. If I do something on a dime though... I have to park a LONG way away. Is that goofy? Lol
Anyway, little things like that happen all the time for me. Anytime someone teases me (just trying to have fun with me) and I don't like it... Or if my husband is a smarta** (lol) something goofy will happen to that person. Like if it's karma or something. Kind of goofy too... But it's nothing bad, just as if someone is saying "enough" or "this is what you get". Make sense?
You think that would be a guide or someone looking out for me? I am just confused on the whole concept. Sorry for being "dumb" about this whole thing... I'm knew to this whole thing, but not knew to the powers. Please help

Thank you all (especially Adaryn7)
Gabe

JVALLE24 (guest)

14 years ago (2010-06-18)

God as we all no him gives us this amazing abilities for a very good reason and purpose. We are gods helpers and at the same time we try to live our everyday some what normal lifes. God is fare and gives us brakes. We keep the balance between good and evil we are ment to help, protect and understand people. Not everyone has a great family that understands special people like us. God does not forget us he will show us the way and we have to listen to him. The way Mr. God communicated with us is strange and difficult but just open your heart, mind and spirit he will show you the way. Life is beutiful and we have to try and keep it that way atleast in our side of the gate. There is so much to learn don't close your self open up and let him show you. God is angels, god is us, god is everywere in us and all around us. I would love to teach you more if you would like email me and I will be glad to help you in the best way I can. My email is jaklin_valle [at] yahoo.com

There is a reason for everything and everyone! Your far from crazy your blessed with abilities that god want you to learn and use them to help the world become a better place! One act of random kindness at a time. I inspire you to look within and help your suroundings I'm sure this has made you realize the kind of person I am. Life is beutiful let's work together to keep it that way! Feel free to contact me at anytime with any questions or just to chat! One thing I love doing is helping people out and it would be a blessing helping you! Have a wonderful day and blessing to your jurney!

shin-nae-nae (9 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-18)

this may sound weird, every one thiks I am a total freak anyway. But I can hear peoples thoghts. Clearly. Without them talking. I can also tell what someones about to say. And this may also sound the weirdest, but I can make people tell me things, trust me and controll their feelings. I SWEAR TO GOD THIS IS TRUE. I am even scaring myself. Am I alone here? Please tell me if I'm not. I feel alone. I can't tell anyone! Theyll think I'm mental! IS ANYONE ELSE LIKE THIS? I feel like a freak of nature! (im 12 btw) all this happens by accident. I can't controll it, it just happens. And when its going to thunder I get a pounding headache that morning and it goes at the 1st rumble. Is that weird? PLEASE HELP!

Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-17)

Hi gabe ^^

No it's not stupid to say, as I've been wondering about the same thing. I'd been trying to contact my guides, and felt as if I just wasn't getting through to them. A psychic advised me to meditate (of course) and get myself grounded and in a calm state of mind before contacting them. She also suggested I test them, by asking for signs that they're there. For instance: 'If I find $2' or 'If I see a heart-shaped cloud...'

I then realised something: even though I haven't been contacted by my guides verbally since I was about 15 or 16, they are there. I had an experience a month or so ago where I was in a cafe rushing to get some Spanish homework done. I thought to myself 'if only there were some Spanish-speaking people here...' and then started packing up to leave. Just then, two people who were speaking Spanish came into the cafe. Now the part of Australia that I live in is not at all like some places in the US; there are barely ANY Spanish-speakers where I live. In fact I don't recall ever coming across any prior to this experience. There was NO WAY that this was a coincidence.

So, just because your guides haven't contacted you in the way that you are perhaps hoping for, does not mean they aren't there. I guess, if we just keep trying then eventually we'll be able to contact them more effectively.

Good luck!
Adaryn7

thewind (3 stories) (80 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-16)

This is pretty sad. But this ability. It sounds like you're able to pass into someone's body. With enough practice, I think you could slip out of your own and stay out of anyone's body for a while. You might be able to "take a ride" in someone's body for a while. Maybe even control it! But I don't know how I can help...

AJBENN123 (guest)

14 years ago (2010-06-16)

wow you people have a lot of tempers I read the whole coversation you need to calm down the conversation didn't have a lot of anger when it was typed but I do see a high amount of regret and I don't know much more.

AJBENN123 (guest)

14 years ago (2010-06-16)

hmm is seems like something happened. There is a lot of anger going around these days, well more spirit presure means more emotions hahahaha but, yes some times high spirit pressrue changes the way most humans act good thing I am a high level human and can take my fiar amount of it. 😊

gabe00ayg (1 stories) (10 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-16)

[at] Onyx
Please read what I wrote before when first asking them the stop going back and forth. I said I understood because stories are not published but keep to a minimum. So, the second time I said something... I was really upset!

[at] Mirrors0
OMG, thank you so much for your help on that! That was the exact post I was talking about! I really needed some light shed on that and I appreciate it so much:)

[at] Adaryn7
You seemed to have become a "friend" in all this... Thank you so much for your guidance as well! How do I get a hold of guides? I don't even know anything about that! Is that stupid to say? Sry: (I'm always looking for help.

[at] Eric-Baal
All is forgiven... If you need help I do not mind a post or two... But a chatting board is another story. I would like some help too... Sorry if I sounded rude.

Thank you all,
Gabe

skywire4929 (guest)

14 years ago (2010-06-16)

Eric
You know this is true, Baal, do not hide this fact. In the end they will know the real you, I appologise for the words I say in the site, my anger can get wild at times when someone bothers me alot.
The moon looks so nice at this side of Australia, but its so lonely.

Kahlyn (4 stories) (311 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-16)

At Gabe

There are some good basic books on psychic sheilding at your local bookstore. As for some psychic sheilding either get some hematite or obsidian. (I would reccomend Obsidian because Hematite gives me a headache.) It would shield you from negative energy.

As for creating a sheild during your meditation visualize an energy shield around you. During that time see your own energy strengthing and control the sheild. Once this establish you won't need the hematite or obsidian anymore.

It will take some time though.

Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-16)

Hmm... And I see what you mean about submitting stories... I just clicked on the link to see what would happen, and its closed for personal reasons...

I've been suspecting for some time that something was going on, as there haven't been any new submissions for weeks. I sure hope that everything is ok with the site's owner.

Adaryn7

Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-16)

Oh dear oh dear, I had to go back about two pages to see what I last wrote! ^^"

How are you doing gabe? Its natural that your psychic abilities would increase with meditation, especially since (and I agree with what someone else already stated) you seem to have natural talent. Remember, if things get too intense, you can always ask your guides for your psychic ability to be switched off or toned down until you're ready to deal with it. It's your choice ^^

Adaryn7

Eric-Baal (1 stories) (255 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-15)

Sorry for any disrespect. Just someone was making false alligation. I don't know what they mean when they say I took sarahs soul. They are talking crazy. Once again sorry.

MirrorsO (1 stories) (150 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-15)

I don't know if I got the right comment or not but here I go. I've heard of this kind of stuff happening to other people, including myself and even ones that don't believe in the paranormal.

1) "I will randomly hear my name called or voices."

Sometimes that's clairaudience kicking in. From what I'm seeing in both this story post and comment, you have recently begun to awaken a couple of forms of strong psychic activity. Hearing your name being called could sometimes mean that someone is thinking about you and at times come in the form of a shout. Other times it could be a passed family member or a spirit guide. Whatever the case, its normal even if other people haven't heard it when you have.

2) "I tried meditation like everyone was suggesting, and during my first time I thought of blowing a bubble around myself and focused on my breathing. All of a sudden I was at a car crash."

This is a form of precognition. Like I said before, you are in the bloom of awakening psychic abilities. For some people it comes in the early years for others it comes in later years. Right now it's your time in growth and apparently you are showing a bit of everything all at once (its understandable that it could become frightening.) Its obvious that you are naturally gifted and all you need now is practice to make perfect. At times when in a heavy meditative state when our minds go blank, we pick up waves in the atmosphere that carry information. This information could travel for miles and be info on people and events that you don't even know of. Just to make sure, you should search up information regarding car accidents during the time of your meditation. It helps to know the hard facts, believe me!

3) "People like the person at walgreens will ask me for advice on what to do... Like I have known them for years. Why is this?"

My mother also has this. You are what we would call an empath, but not just any empath... There's a lot of categories in that subject and I don't know the labels (sorry), but what some people call my mother's ability crystal empath. If you feel calm and comfortable you amplify that feeling onto others. Sort of like a diamond reflecting a lot of light. It can also help calm other people down. Anyone that comes in contact with you while you're in a generally comfortable mood or at ease will feel way too close to you. Like they have known for their entire lives and can tell you anything. It's a very good thing to have since your presence will be soothing as long as you keep your cool and in balance. (my mother is still working hard on that part... 😁)

What happened with your grandfather could have served as a starting point to awaken yourself. In some points in life a major experience such as this serves as a trigger to our higher selves and better understanding of things we couldn't have ever imagined before.

Well! I hope that helps you!
Mirrors

onyx (10 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-15)

[at] gabe00ayg, I really don't want to be rude and I didn't want to say this, but yes it may your story and your page so it is rude on his part. HOWEVER it is rude on your part because your not the only one with questions or in need of help! Patience is a vital factor to get answers. Let them come to you, you now that there is somthing going on right? That means you've answered somthing. Just give it some more time because time is always right it will tell you if you allow it to

Lyro (468 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-15)

[at] Gabe Well since this is where the conversation is, it's only logical to put it here. And I'm trying to solve this conversation, which I didn't really jump into until now. Furthermore, it is not rude at all to post comments, this site needs it's own kind of messenger, but until then we deal with what we have.

Now,with that out of the way, in the end of your story, you sounded more like an Empath, and Telepath. Empathy would allow you to feel as they do, and make it seem like you are them, and the other would allow you to know as they think. I am both, and it's not uncommon.

gabe00ayg (1 stories) (10 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-15)

[at] Mirrors0

Thank you for understanding! Please, I have added some new things... It might be several pages back... But I needed more advice on some new things. Could you look at it and help me out please?

[at] Lyro

I just wrote how it was rude to be writing a bunch of things on anyone's page. And that I did not appreciate it... But you still did it... Y? Please stop! I would really appreciate some serious help about my post... Most importantly I wrote a whole paragraph pages ago (thanks to being pushed back) about more things that I need help with! And I only had ONE response because of this whole back and forth thing... PLEASE STOP!

Thank you for understanding,
Gabe

Kahlyn (4 stories) (311 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-15)

I notice there is a problem with the site about posting new stories it has been disabled to prevent future stories.

Lyro (468 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-15)

If you don't want anything to do with Sarah, then leave her be Eric. If she want's to say that you took her soul, then in role-playing of course, give me her soul. Then you would have no ties to her, and you would have no more problems, or worries. Since it's only role-playing it's no problem to play along is it? >.>

MirrorsO (1 stories) (150 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-15)

[at] gabe00ayg

I've been noticing the same thing too. I had posted an advice for you in here and before I knew it, it was pushed back because other members have been using it as a chat-page. It's not meant to begin an argument or anything, but its just that I can't help but see that people are getting off subject and practically filling all stories with talk of other things. People come to this page to seek and give help to others... (I know that stories can't be posted. Believe me, I've been wanting to post a story but can't 😢) I guess that this whole thing will be resolved once we're allowed to post stories...

gabe00ayg (1 stories) (10 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-15)

To all~
I do not mean to be rude... And I do realize that we have not been able to post stories for help... But I feel all stepped on because you are having dicussions on my page. If you need help, that's fine! But please, I am looking for help too so it is kind of unfair!
Again, I do not mean to be rude... But please if you not going to help the person that wrote the story, please keep the extra stuff to a minimum

Thanks, Gabe

Kahlyn (4 stories) (311 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-14)

[at] Eric

I do not believe that will be unnessacary Eric but this is an opinion. But I suggest that quit playing games in the future after all this is not RP.

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