My Nan once saw a Clairvoyant after the passing of my Grandfather and apparently it was said "A man watches over a young girl." At this time I was the only grandchild in my family and the only grandchild that ever knew him.
He passed away when I was very young (1 year old I believe) and as I grew older I always wondered what he was like and cried how I didn't have any memories of him and how sad I was that I couldn't remember things about him. Anyhow, I'm not sure why but a vision came to me of a picture of a scene of me sat (having been placed there by him) on a bag of soil or something in a green house with him and tomato plants. Apparently he used to take me to the greenhouse often. It was almost as though someone had taken a photo of the scene and planted it in my mind.
I had a doll he brought me and if it ever left a certain spot in my room it would talk without being pressed. It used to scare the life out of my parents. It has four phrases "I love you mommy will you play with me", "Mommy please let's play house", "Tell me a story before I go to sleep", "Please pick me up and hold me tight".
I don't know what happened but the doll was left disregarded for a while. But when I moved away to University it has now become the one thing that goes everywhere with me. It also started talking by itself again unannounced. I had an emotional time at a world championship for a hobby of mine recently and despite one of the dolls pads being broken (i.e. It moved so you have to fiddle around to find it), it spoke continually around Glasgow City Centre in a bag saying repeatedly "I love you mommy will you play with me". At first we thought the bag may have been catching the pad, but we held the bag still and still it repeated "I love you mommy will you play with me?"
We notice that it tends to speak unannounced at times when I'm upset or something is wrong.
We've also had things like keys and other items go missing and randomly appear weeks or months later in weird places. 5 pence pieces sometimes appear in random places too.
Almost every night before I sleep I hear crackly sounds in my ears like white noise I think they call it. I had terrible problems with my ears when I was younger (glue ear, perforated ear drums, etc) But sometimes I hear singing, like a choir, other times I've heard my name being called in a Whisper but I've never been able to decode anything else because I can't hear it and it doesn't seem to make any sense. Once I heard a voice call my name and in my head and whispering back I said are you a spirit and the voice replied yes. I ask it a few more simple questions like are you a man or something and got the reply yes, but then it seemed to go away when I asked if it was my Grandad. I haven't really experienced anything else but people calling my time in a whisper.
Last night I experienced similar and a voice called my name and it was saying something else but I couldn't hear it. It was almost like the voice was saying something that I needed to hear but something was dubbed over it making it distorted and indecipherable. I'm sure it was a woman's voice.
Is this anything to do with spirits? If so is there any way to make contact or try and make out what any of this means? Spirits and the paranormal is something that mildly interests me. And if spirits are trying to contact me I would like to hear what they have to see as I feel it may be of importance.
I'm sorry if what I've wrote makes me sound crazy. Can anyone offer advice or anything?
Thank you for reading.