Electrical Issues

I am 24 about six months ago weird things started to happen. I have always had problems with electrical stuff. I have been electrocuted many times... Always on accident though. I was in my car with a friend and we were driving around the light was red I snapped my fingers and it turned green. This has happened more than once. I have heard some weird stories from people but let me tell you mine.

I am Libra which makes me an air element. One day I was sitting in the basement thinking very very hard about things that were wrong about the preset and the past I was very emotional. All of a sudden I felt all of the blood in my brain rushing around and pulsing like I had just ran thirty miles. Mind you I was sitting in a computer chair. During that blood rushing I felt something like a mental release. Like flood gates just burst open. For days after that I was wide awake. I only had to take naps to stay awake for hours. I lived off of just organic food and juice that whole week. I was drinking this custom made juice from scratch. It was made of pears, apples, blueberry juice, pomegranate, and honeydew melon. Then I noticed my GPS and my iPod and my cell phone wouldn't stay charged. It was winter and I could drive in my car in shorts and a t shirt with the heat off and I would never get cold.

Then on Friday December 18th I needed to travel to my families house in Michigan. I wasn't wearing my glasses so I could barely see, all of my electronics were dead and I was low on gas. It was a sixty mile trip. I remember I was screaming out loud and praying that my car would make it. I was also trying to figure out how to get there. Earlier that day I was at my grandmothers. There I found two copper bracelets that were my dead grandfathers. When I was in the car driving in what I thought was the proper direction all of a sudden my hands from the bracelets up started to tingle. Almost like when they fall asleep but this was constant and way more intense. As I got closer and closer to my families house the sensation intensified exponentially. It was then that my radio went to static and my dash-lights went out.

I got to the house safe. The next day my uncle drove me back to my city. All of the lights in my car worked perfectly. When I got back to my parents house everything seemed fine. Turned out I was about to get stabbed in the back. My family is very religious and they always think that God is trying to smite them. Well I made the mistake of telling some family members about my electrical issues. Long story short I was taken to the Hospital by the Police. While I was in there my heart rate was off the charts (I was scared as hell!) so I am sure that's why. Then the doctors said something that extremely offended me. I became so angry that this time instead of that electrical sensation being in my hands it was rushing through my whole body. Like the biggest rush of adrenaline I have ever had. I started to yell at the Doctors about how wrong they were (turns out all of this was a bad idea). The tried to control me. They injected me with tranquilizers (Haldol). Well I was so amped up that it didn't do anything. They got so scared that it took 8 people to hold me down and two more doses.

I awoke the next day in a mental institution. I couldn't speak and I could barely move. I have brief recollection of the next week and a half. I demanded that I be moved to a VA hospital as I am a veteran. By the time the VA got me I was almost dead from overdoses given to me by the hospital. I had to spend 5 days in a cardiac unit. I ended up being in the hospital for 3 week total. The whole time they were force feeding me tranquilizers and epilepsy medication.

Ever since I have gotten out I have tried to get my "spark" back. It only happened that one time. But I can't do it. In the last few days I have started meditation. I am also trying to go back to organic. Can someone help me.