I have always believed I had some sort of sixth sense about things, then about 2 years ago, I started to see proof, but it is starting to scare me now. I can't seem to control it, but I keep having these sort of "visions" for lack of a better word. Its almost always RIGHT before something happens. I see things happen, I see it as if its happening right in front of me, and then I snap out of it, and realize that it wasn't real. Its always bad things, but when I try to help, then I always end up CAUSING them to happen. For a long time it was maybe once every couple of months when it would happen, then it progressively got more frequent, and yesterday it happened twice, so I decided it was time to look into it. I know this might not make any sense at all, so I'll give you examples from my day yesterday...
Yesterday right after lunch I met up with my friend Staci at Starbucks for coffee. While we were hanging out, I had one of my "glimpses" that she spilled piping hot coffee all over herself, as soon as I snapped out of it, I jumped forward to try and avert the spill (not realizing yet, that it wasn't real) and when I jumped, it startled her, she jumped, and spilled coffee all over herself.
Yesterday evening I was sitting at a friends house with a group of our mutual friends, and I had yet another "glimpse" of watching friend Justine wrecking her car. When I snapped out of it, and realized we were still sitting in the kitchen, it terrified me, because I have never had this happen when it wasn't within moments of the event. Justine was still sitting across the table from me, so I shook it off. As we were leaving, it was raining, and I asked Justine to follow me home because "I don't like driving in the rain". (I didn't want to make myself look like a crazy person asking her to follow me so she doesn't wreck because of some "vision" I had) So she followed me home, and about 2 miles before we got to the road I live on, she hydroplaned and totaled her car. Luckily shes ok, but had I not asked her to follow me, she might have never wrecked. When I was younger, I thought my little visions were really cool, but now it seems like they always end up hurting the people I care about. Watching her wreck her car in my rear view was definitely the last straw before asking for help! Is there any way to control this? Or make it stop all together? I'm scared to be near anyone I love for fear of hurting them. Any advice would be greatly appreciated!
It seems to me that your visons are becoming clearer so you can help and not hurt. Test it. Next time you get a vision tell your friend "Hey be careful with your coffee. Its really hot and I would hate for you to spill" or "I get an off feeling due to the rain. Why don't you ride with me and I'll take you home?". You don't need to have a tell all session with people. Just speak your own truth (what you are seeing) in a strong way and see what happens. Like others have said you can't control what happens. But you might be able to alter actions to help people. ❤ ❤ ❤